The Teenager Mind

chapter 21

Here's the paragraph I'm going to show my mother and then I promised I would share....

Parents

I want someone to hug, but I have no one. I want to tell someone how I'm feeling, but I can't. I don't know how to say it. parents are just so stupid. Yes, we get it! you put us  into this world, you cared for us, you loved and appreciated us, trying to get us everything, even know we were just cranky whiny brats and annoyed you. but, soon, it becomes more than that. sure that's how it is for a while,  but when the society around you and the kids mindset change with it.  DON'T always stick to that rule. There always so much more and so much different than you expect them or want them or think that they are. You can't lash out because they did something that YOU didn't want them to do. You can't lash out because it's something that YOU didn't want them to BE. Sure they live under your house, and you want them to respect your rules, but you can't drill it inside their head! it will just make them want to leave even more..... Let your kid Express who they are. It would just make them happy. Don't shut your kid up. That won't help anything. No anger or lashing out on you would never happened as well. if you just love them, for who they are. And I get it, everyone gets a little selfish in their lives, and think more of themselves than others, but if you keep doing that. sooner or later, it gets serious. to the point where your little son or daughter won't exist no more. The Type of anger and sadness just build ups. That type of fear build up. I was just because you won't accept who I am or how I act or just won't let me talk. I wanted to talk to you about some things, but I know you wouldn't understand. Yes you were once a kid, but that was back then! like I said, when our society changes, our minds are different, no matter what you think. So it just keeps on building, to the point, where others or  I, it won't exist. if you're wondering what I mean by that is suicide. there I said it. It's the one thing people don't really like to talk about. All because it happens too often. But it wouldn't if you just listen. you have opinions that are different from mine, but don't lash out or stomp in a middle of a sentence that I'm saying just because he disagreed with it. All this stuff, that I'm talking about I've been having to deal with for a couple weeks now. You don't seem to notice. cuz I keep it in me. I let it build up. to the point it overflows. To the point where I miss school. to the point where I'm literally throwing up my stress. Like I said in the beginning, I want to talk. I just want a hug. But it can't happen if you don't understand.