The Teenager Mind

chapter 2

hello!

My name is Kristin Nicole Peryea. And I'm just a girl, technically a teenager, or a woman! possibly a man as well..... adult all together. Or a demon hiding in your closet. Most likely that one. But, I don't really know.

All I know is I'm making this story to be very relatable. I want to tell my whole Journey Of My Life. With talking about this terrifying realization that this is my life.

I'm alive. reacting, speaking, smelling, seeing, and feeling all types of things! along with my deepest thoughts and opinions on maybe sadness. I may also give you some life hacks along with some crazy and most likely humorous stories, just to lighten the mood.*enter laughing emoji here* do you even know what emoji is? You're probably reading this in the year 2048. (yes that's a game reference) but I just want to say that I'm writing this in the year 2019, well starting.

Speaking of starting! let me just go back even further to when I was first born, 2005. Yes I'm 13 I told you I was technically a teenager! Technically as in I'm pretty sure I have the mental age of a 7 year old.....So finally it all started, when I was two

(reader: but you said you were going to talk about when you were first born?)

Does it look like I came out the womb knowing the knowledge of the universe? the most important things that actually happened to me to change me/ start growing, is where I met my first best friends. Which I was 2. Sure doesn't seem like a landmark, but they actually Brought something into my life that probably wouldn't make me today me.

Their names are Brooke and Ashley. Ashley wasn't born yet because she was born in 2009, Brooke was born in 2007 which is the year I was 2, So she was maybe about 5 months old? I just remember having such a blast with her that I knew we were instantly going to be best friends. Even though I was 2 and didn't know what best friend meant.  Fast forward when Ashley was born. it was a little tricky having three people since it's an uneven number and we got into a lot of arguments because of unshared things. we made it out in the end.

In the year 2012 for 3 year of being best friends , they decided to show me to new brand new TV show, it was call My Little Pony friendship is Magic. Now the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear the show is that it's for girls, more specifically 5 year old girls. And in 2012 I was 7 which is close enough, so it was considered normal. but later I found out that there were 20 year old adult men watching the show! I've seen a lot of YouTube videos of them talking and how they're cringy and how they're probably gay or weird or they have no girlfriends.

But as long as you're not hurting anyone or breaking the law you're completely fine in my book, sure you can maybe be your typical bully or jerk but you're most likely that's because you put your anger out to hide your emotions, it's okay, I'm there for you! just don't be judging when it comes to people liking things. People need to realize that when things are advertised toward younger audiences or specific genders doesn't mean that they're not allowed to watch it.

In the same year I got my first phone, it was an iPhone 4, I previously had an iPod but my mom had to sell it to make some money and I was just so broken without it. So, my mom had to give me my brother's old one. Scrolling on the phone trying to find a new apps to download, I come across this app called YouTube, I heard my brother's talking about it and I was pretty certain it's a place where people post funny videos.

Later I found that YouTube is a dark inappropriate website for a 7-year old kid that doesn't even know where babies come from. Spoiler alert: YouTube taught to me. Is that sad?

The first ever YouTube video I ever watched was a Slender Man video. a creepypasta with no face, tuxedo on with a red tie, and tentacles coming out of his back, if you don't know what a creepypasta is.  it is nor a myth and Legend. Therefore, people have not a clue if it's real or not which then made my tiny 7-year-old mine go Haywire.