The Teenager Mind

last chapter 25...?

Okay....okay.....OKAY!

I feel like such an idiot for stepping away from this book for at least three weeks. So much has has happened and I just want to know open up this book and write all about it, but I still need to clarify the last chapter to then explain in this chapter.

Yes I cosplay and yes this might be the end of the book

I'm writing this on my phone, always have. my Samsung Galaxy S7 Edge. It was given to me on my 12th birthday and used to be my uncle's, but he died of leukemia (blood cancer) since this was my personal phone, I decided to download Wattpad instead of constantly using it the website. So I joined in November 2017, want proof? Look at the bottom of my bio!

since this used to be my uncle's phone, all of his emails and information was still logged on. so when I made my own account AKA in this one, I used his account. How this is bad? no one knows his password! My phone has been a really really salty with me lately and has not worked correctly so, I was forced to get a new phone. I literally started crying in lunch because my mom was going to spend all of her money and get me a new phone, when I know she already hates me enough as it is. I got brought to the counselor office, not a real great start to my day.....

It was a Samsung Galaxy A50, that is partially the reason why I've been absent so much, it's so cool, and new, and doesn't have cracks all over the screen! As time went on I made my own account on this phone and left my uncle's want to rest. Since that was the case, when I transferred all my files to my new phone, wattpad was wiped clean!

I was afraid that this was going to happen, and...well it did....and there's no way around it.

so I guess this is my book is done now. my life story is now on the internet for someone to randomly see! incase I die in a tragic way, someone can I at least know my life and how I act as a wierd teen.

I really just feel like I'm making this just for my own personal entertainment, getting my voice out there without having to blab to my friends because I've broken so many friendships because of that, a friendship is currently being broken right now because of it! it's similar but it really involves doctors diagnosing them with depression and disorders and stupid sad stuff that, I don't have time to get in! It's chaos!

Ava Parker and Sophia Eilexy

(idek how to spell her last name)

...One getting diagnosed with asperger's syndrome ( social anxiety) and the other one with depression and anorexia...

Yeah. It chaos

But I'm always going to have to deal with it. I can't just blab about every single terrible thing that happened in my life. Especially not on a public internet website...

I'm also starting to think that me giving up my two friends was just stupid!

chapter whatever on the story, I was talking how my body was aching and how my stomach was turning and I said "I was getting physically overwhelmed and sick by the stress I was having." I said that I came to that conclusion (and that I really had no idea what was going on with me) but now I'm just starting to think that I'm just plain dumb.

I only briefly talked to that I've been begging my mom to take me to the doctors on what's going on with me because I think it's serious. THINK. Maybe I'm doing this all to just tell myself I'm actually going through something or maybe that this is actually real better yet, if I get diagnosed with a doctor, I can tell my friends that I have a disorder that will give me benefits in school!?!?