The Collapse (Ilia)

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Written by Ilia.


     -It's supposed to be red!

This heart of mine.

As I'm clutching it, tightly finger-winding it,

Stopping it from unloading-exploding,

escaping from the throes of words so gripping,

they're slipping away from my grasp.

      -Turning purple as I contemplate each breath...


      -I'm clawing-- Desperately pawing!

Slamming my fists at the unbreakable glass;

Shouting defiances and arguments at decisions and fates against which my screamings and pleadings

      ...have no effect.


     -My breath is heaving-- my will is leaving!

My hope is unbelieving in itself and any dreams

which it may have found comfort in.

Shocked, blocked nerves, motionless and paralyzed,

      -Ripped-out, rendered and wrecked, no recourse.


      -My tears shouldn't be this blue!

This pigment sadness-seeping out from my skin;

Following stream beds well-worn on the journey descending,

_______edge-cresting,

                 [emptying<————-],

                                                              F

                                                                A

                                                                 L

                                                                  L

                                                                   I

                                                                   N

                                                                    G,

                                                                    hitting,

                                                                    disappearing.


     -Knees. Concrete. Defeat.

What am I left with?

Clinging onto my rainbow of nothingness.

Small, shattered pieces of promises,

lost, unfathomable emptiness.

Unrecognizable tatters;

The only ones who mattered,

crushed by the greed of others.

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