temporarily discontinuing this book

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hello, everyone!

and, i know, i know, i have disappointed all of you for this today, and no explanation may be enough to justify what i am doing at the moment, but, i would still give out the one that i made for the past few months.

first of all, i am terribly sorry for disappointing you and myself, for i know how terrible it is to find out that a story you've liked had been discontinued, and i am being a hypocrite at the moment as i state so, although, i still wish and hope for you all to understand. however, though, as i have stated, i am temporarily discontinuing this book, but would still continue it right after i have learned and achieve to fix myself, hopefully, in the future. i still have a lot of plans for this book, and am already planning on making this as a series, with following books that i already had titled and already determined its plot, connecting to mr. pride and i. i still see myself finishing this book, and still see its plot being finally portrayed, but, somehow, during the times i tried to create a chapter, i felt that they weren't good enough for me to be satisfied and would publish it.

a lot has also happened in school that had such a great impact on me being able to write, pressuring me to the point that i doubted myself whether or not i am still capable of doing what i want and love to do. i, too, grew a lot of problems regarding my family at home, and i know not on how to cope with all of it. it has been really rough althroughout such process, and i struggled not to break, especially that, most problems that i have are with myself, resulting to me finding it extremely hard to cope with my emotions, for they change rather rapidly. these factors have affected me shockingly deeply, and it really is hard to write when, everytime you try to do so, you feel nothing, but numbness and emptiness within you, and, i do not want to write about such, and produce a chapter out of it. although, i have now been better than most months that have passed, and i wish to continue on and improve this state of mine, and be better.

anyways, i will be stopping here, and will not go further into detail, for i think i've said enough, and, i do not think you would enjoy to read a long chapter, made only for me to explain my explanation that i think is not enough. but, i truly hope you all would understand!

and, do not worry, i will be back once i have grown to be the person i wish to be, in order for me to give you all better chapters to read. this book will certainly continue, and i wish and hope for all of you to look forward to it! thank you all so, so much for forty-six thousand plus reads! i deeply appreciate it, and and very thankful with all of your support!  i will be back, and so will this book!

once again, thank you all so much!

i love you all 💜

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