Night Sky

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Have you guys seen the BTS World OST Music Video? My babe is so delicious there 😭 My heart is literally trying to jump out my chest right now ❤️

That leather jacket!!! Okay, I'll stop fangirling now. Here's your chapter ❤️

“Please let me see her.”

I can hear Namjoon plead from outside the door. I’m inside another room in the hotel with Tessa after my mini breakdown. I’m covering myself with the huge comforter to at least muffle the sound of desperation coming out of Namjoon’s mouth. It’s so hard not stand and run into his arms. But when I remember the look on his face earlier makes the clenching in my heart even tighter.

I finally hear the door shut and Tessa’s soft footsteps on the carpeted floor. After a few seconds, I can feel the bed dip and Tessa enveloped me in her arms while I’m still buried inside the thick comforter.

“He’s gone.”

I nodded my head. The tears are now starting to form in my eyes and I forcefully shut them to stop the tears from falling again.

“Do you want to talk about it?” Tessa asked. Since I went to find her, I didn’t say a word. Tessa knows me well enough that something was wrong. And when the continued ring on my phone signalling that Namjoon is calling me became more and more desperate as the hours pass, she finally got why I’m hiding right now.

I peak from under the comforter and saw Tessa’s worried eyes. My eyes instantly watered and she snuggled closer to me.

“I don’t know why I’m crying. I did a terrible mistake today. But…” I sniffled. Tessa rubbed my back and continued to comfort me with her warmth.

“It’s ok, love. Take your time.” She said. I let myself cuddle her even more and encircle my hands on her waist. These are the times when I appreciate Tessa so much. I can just crawl into a ball and disappear and she’ll just be there, patiently waiting for me to call out to her. Now I know why I feel so safe whenever she’s around. She’s my sister. And now that I know that, I’m even more grateful I have her.

“Tessa, will you hate me if I tell you I kissed Hoseok today?” I told her softly. My voice was so low, filled with embarrassment, that I thought she did not hear me.

“Why did you kiss him? Do you like him?” she inquired. I looked back up to her eyes. There’s no hint of judgement in it. Just pure curiosity. This is what I love about Tessa. She’s so pure, so gentle, so innocent. Like nothing in the world can taint her golden heart. And I know that’s what pulled Jin to her.

I finally shook my head to answer her question. “I mean, yes, I like him. He’s sweet and a great friend. Hobi will sacrifice a lot for the people he loves. But I don’t like him that way.” I answered.

“Are you ready to talk about it?” I nodded my head. I knew I needed to get this out. My mind was so foggy with all of what happened earlier today that I know I needed to confide with someone. So I relayed everything to her. From the arcade, to the green house, to the kiss and finally to my little revelation to Namjoon.