addy's pov
i woke up at 8 am due to the alarm on my phone. waking up madi too. chase was on the other side in my bed. "not mentally or emotionally prepared" madi says as she rubs her eyes. we were all leaving from 1-3. i rolled over and kissed chase on his cheek. his eyes went open and a little smile on his face. "time to get ready" i say quietly to him. "babe i don't want to leave you" he whines. "only 2 weeks and a couple of days. we can do it. we're strong. " i say with a fake smile on. my mom said i was leaving at 2 and so was chase.
i got ready within 10 minutes while chase went back to pack and get ready. i wore a black crop top with grey sweatpants with my hair in a bun. i wore mascara only and concealer. i packed my bags and it took forever. i remembered that chase and i shared his clothes i left clothes in his room and i had his shirts. i packed anything that i recognized.
after 2 hours i was completely ready. i checked the time and it was now 11 am. i walked up to madi and sat on her bed next to her. "im sorry madi. i didn't think it would be a big deal if chase and i-" she cut me off "no its okay addy. its your business not mine. payton was the most offended so you should talk to him or have chase do it" she said with her hand on mine. i nodded and got my phone out. i decided to apologize to everyone at once.
the gang
addy💓
hey my peeps. i just want to apologize to u all. i didn't think anything wrong of chase and i doing it. i don't want to leave on bad terms :/
payton🌹
i overreated so i apologize. plus i can't be mad at u two for more than an hour cuz i love u too much
chase💜😍
we love u too pay but next time everyone just leave it to us pls
madi💅
ofc its ur business not ours
ant🐜
just be careful
read
after everything was settled i felt okay. i felt better than this morning. at 11:30 we all checked out. we hung out in the lobby area. in the hotel there was a restaurant so we went to go eat there. before we walked there, the boys put everyone's luggage in ant's van until we got picked up.
i waited by the door until chase walked through them. he walked towards me and grabbed my hand. the walk there was silent. my heart felt heavy. i knew I wasn't prepared to say goodbye. even a temporary goodbye hurts to leave them.
we got the the restaurant and seated ourselves at a big booth. we soon found out it was a buffet. we all got our food and came back to sit. i wasnt hungry so i had a salad. once everyone was seated ant spoke up. "i feel better leaving knowing that i will see you all soon rather than not knowing. tour will be so much fun" everyone started agreeing and stating how excited they were. "i am so sorry to bring this up now but im not going on tour. im taking a break from everything because of family issues. im sorry guys. they found someone to replace me. its sam hurley. im not upset im very happy for you all" drayke said. the room filled with silence after he said that.
"im glad you're doing whats best for you. that makes me happy that you're happy with your decision" hannah said with a genuine smile. we all ate and talked about how fun tour was gonna be. until hannah's phone rang that her uber was here to take her to the airport.
we all walked her down. she gave everyone a hug except for me and elmo. she made her way to me and squeezed me tightly. she whispered i love you. she let go of me and gave elmo the biggest hug and a kiss. then watching hannah walk out the doors made me realize that i would have to leave chase. chase and i sat on a couch in the lobby. i rested my head on his shoulder while he wrapped his arm around me.
15 mins pass by and my mom texts me that she's on the way. my eyes start tearing up. i look up and whisper to chase "i don't wanna leave you" he kisses me head and rubs my arm. "dont worry it'll only be 2 weeks and some days" "it'll feel like forever" i say back quietly. "stay strong addy i know you can. do it for me" his words stuck in my head. i would do anything for that boy. i loved him.
around 30 minutes later,chase stands up. "its my family" he points at the door. i turn my head to see a family walking into the hotel. i stood up with him. he grabbed my hand and led me to his family. his mom's face lit up when she saw him. "my baby! i missed you" his mom hugged him. he let go of my hand to hug her back. they pulled away and she looked at me. "please tell me you're adalyn" his mom looks at me. "that's me" i reply back with. she pulls me into a hug. a comforting hug. i hug her back and she holds me tightly. tears begin to form in my eyes, not leaving my eyes yet. chase introduces me to his sisters and his dad. i give them all hugs. after i had met all of his family, i turn back around to him.
he pulled me into a hug and held me there for a while. i cried into him while i noticed he was crying too from his breathing. he lets go of me and cups my face. "we got this remember we're strong" he says with a shaky voice while whispering. i not and say all i manage to get out "i love you chase" he smiles staring at my lips. "i love you too." as soon as those words left his lips he connected his lips to mine. after our kiss he pulled me into a hug one last time. as we pull away from our hug they start walking out. as they are in their car my eyes move to see my mom in her car pulling up. i run to payton and give him a hug. i hold onto his shirt crying my eyes out. i move on to say bye to anthony. he picks me up off the ground just a little. i go go hug elmo and he pats my back in the hug. i hug drayke and tell him im happy for him. then i go to madi. i give her the biggest hug. "see you later bitch" she manages to get out. i walk out and wave to them. i get my luggage and go to my mom's car.
i get in the car after stuffing my luggage in the back seat. she hugs me from her seat. "my baby is safe" she said as she was praising. "yes mom im okay im a big girl" i say to her wiping my tears. "chase took care of you?" she asked while backing out. "of course he did" i tell her. "that's good. i also heard about tour are you exicted?" my mom says with exictement in her tone. "yeah so stoked. i get to see my best friends with my boyfriend while meeting my supporters. its like disneyland but better" i explain. "woah okay. that does mean a lot to you huh?" i nod.
the whole ride time i told my mom about the trip. she asked me questions and i answered then. most of them were about chase. the others were about what we did. after we finished talking about my trip she mentioned my cousins. the ones i cant stand. then she said they were staying at our house until i left again.
oh boy
