Its been two weeks. Yes TWO freakin weeks but I still can't get her out of my head.
I TRIED to, but i CANT!
That night, Its not that i really planned to kiss her. I actually didn't plan anything.
I just feel it. I feel the urge to kiss her. I am tempted to kiss her lips everytime that certain time of choreography where I will ACT to kiss her from her hand to her lips comes.
I actually want to curse the one who choreograph that freaking song. Didn't he or she thought that I will really be tempted to kiss Bang D? I am a freakin guy and I have my needs, I can easily be tempted specially with a girl like Bang D. In the end, I can't really control myself and i kiss her. I kiss her on her cheek and it felt heaven. I actually didn't have that kind of feeling with the girls I've kiss.
After that performance has ended, we didn't talk to each other. We didn't run unto each other because I didn't went to D Floor after that. Because after I kiss her, even if its just on her cheek. I felt that feeling that I shouldn't be feeling.
I shouldn't be feeling this because I've known her for less thatn a month and I barely even know her. I didn't known anything about her, even her real name.
I've said it before, that I've been inlove and i dont want to feel that fucking heartache ever again. It stings, it burns, it broke me. It took me years before I fix myself, before I've become who I am right now.
Is meeting Band D a HUGE MISTAKE? or a destiny plan to make me a BETTER person?
