AS LONG AS I WAKE UP TODAY

•the twentieth•

I ran around the corner to see Demian's lifeless body laying on the floor pooled in blood.
Instead, i found a tape a note Stuck on it.

WE AREN'T GONNA KILL YOU WE'RE JUST BREAKING YOU!

My hand shook as i pushed the play button on the tape.

"The time that you hear this you passed our fist pit-fall. He killed her out of love...you are not that easy to catch you love nobody! Haven't been in love since all the stuff with your brother. Such a shame that you haven't kissed yet. We can't break you right?" The shooter said.
"maybe we can change your mind that you won't do something stupid! we got him... Shawn. That Mendes guy. I want him to stay alive you need to keep your mount shut all the time we don't wanna hear any cry anymore not even a single hiss. Or we sent our buddy and he'll kill you just the way he killed that girl..." The other shooter said.
"Lilia don't they'll..!" Shawn's voice was cut off by a gunshot.

They had probably forgot to turn the tape off because i watched a little bit of the conversation.
"What did i told you don't talk to her we keep you alive so she won't do something stupid if that shouldn't matter i had already shot a bullet through your pretty head" the fist shooter hissed at him.
Then the thing was shut down.

I sat on the ground in the boy's dressing room. Replayed the tape over and over. Didn't know what to do. I felt hopeless. I didn't want Shawn to die. He was the only one left Full minded... Demian killed somebody, i can't look him in his eye normally. He is still my friend but it will never be the same. He is brainwashed and they torture him.

It's so unfair i just want my friend back.

The Demian who edited for hours on his projects the Demian who always carried a camera nearly as big as himself. I really want the boy who comforts me, back.
I know Shawn just a half year now. We didn't talk much. We just became close a few days ago. I was reaching for comfort and Shawn gave me that. Shawn was always the kind sweet caring boy who want to help everybody. That's why he is studying mass-influencing he wants to change the wold just like everybody... one thing that makes him different, he has the stomach for it.

* flashback to the first day of the school year*

I was sitting with: Tim, Silvey, Rose, Kimberly, and Demian. On the chill room in our secret basement. The rest of our school was sitting around the basement. Chating about their summer vacation.
"No really?" Tim asked.
"Yes, i drove along area 51".
"Kimberly did you asked how you can join?".
"Please don't join area 51 Rose" Silvey sight.
"Wow wait, Rose, that acutely imposable you need to be in the military for that," i said.
"Yes, and you can't say anything about what happened there" Kimberly added. "What do you think Demian?" Tim asked. Demian snapped his head back to our direction.
"Dreamboy she isn't gonna talk if you don't take the first step".
"I wasn't staring".
"Ava Acron sounds good".
"It's just hard to start a conversation".
"Hey people". When I heard his voice i became shy i don't know why i just blacked out.
"Hey Shawn whats the project of this year?" Kimberly asked.
"Plastic-free" he responded.
"Respect dude," Tim said hitting him on his shoulder.
"Realy i love how you try to help," Silvey said honestly. Rose noticed that i was quite.
"Same... right Lila," she said.
"Uhmm... yes its really good".Shawn turned to me
"thank you".
"No problem".
"Well it will be new for our first year's students but that's gonna be a habit for them"
As the bell rang we all made our way to the halls. Shawn tapped me on my shoulder.
"Are you okay? You weren't really following our conversation".
"Yes, I'm fine".

What's wrong why am i suddenly so shy?!

"just come to me if you need help okay".
"Yes, i will".

*End of flashback*

My head snapped to my left side as they killed somebody again... pulled a bullet through his or her body.

They hit the twentieth.