•the fifty-second•

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I looked over to the place where the body was laying. I saw his hair peaking out from under the hood.

I felt guilty of the things i said to him the things i've done to him... he is dead now.

*flashback 2 years ago*
"I can't believe this... you left me for her!" I yelled at Ro.
He looked at me aimless.
"I can't believe you don't understand i want to be with her!".
"Everybody is always leaving me for a boy or girlfriend".
"I'm sorry... i'm not leaving you its just we wron't see eacht other that much...you know... her".
"I don't understand why everbody is choosing love above friends".
"You'll feel it too if you are in love".
"I'll never...".
"You will you have to"
"I don't have to".
"You are gonna fall in love once in your life".
"Why does everybody says that?!".
"Because its treu".
"And i said i wron't... its my life Ro... if you don't wanna be in it fine then go".
"Lilia".
"Ro".
"I don't wanna push you away".
"I do".
"But, Lilia...".
"I hate you Ro... go to hell".
"Okay...".

*end of flashback*

All the blood was drained from my face.

I told him to go to hell...

All his dreams all his root everything went under with him. I didn't had the time to see him again to say my finale "i love you" or "goodbye" not even that i'm sorry.

I hate it so much!

"Sorry for your lost" the shooter galmed theought my mind.
"You aren't... his blood is on your hands".
"Not mine... you're friends".
"Its still on yours let Demian out of this".
"He is a pretty good puppet if you ask me".
"He doesn't deserver this".
"Wanna take his job?".
"I wron't let me being controled by your mindgames".
"You're already in its your distison if you wanna take him over".

This is stubid its all in my head it isn't real!

"I don't want you to hurt him again if i do".
Right".
"Okay i'll..."

my voice was cutt off by the shot.
The shooter was gone too, just as the fifty-second.

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