I closed my eyes, thought about everything whats running my mind tired.
Its just like 2 years ago...Demian will go back.
*flashback to 2 years ago*
"Demian...Demian hey". trying to keep up with his walking pace.
"Hi Lilia, sorry i need to be fast at my next class". he turned his head to hid his cheeks which were burning up. "You'll pass Ava, don't you?".
"Yea and i need to ask her".he smiled from ear to ear.
"What?".
"Or she wanna hang out at mine to see that new movie 'locked out' its on netflix now and she couldn't see it when it was in the cinema so yea".
"You don't like horor".
"I...doesn't matter its not that bad".
"O haha you imaged her to be scared so you can find an ecuse to wrap your arms around her... you'll hid behind her back earlier".
"I just want her to hang out so she can see it".he smiled to himself.
"When?". I reached my main question.
"Tomorrow".
"Oo...okay...".
"Hey whats wrong?".
"I acuatly wanted you to come to the hosbital and visit Ley".
"I'm sorry i realy want her to be my girlfriend".
"You are kidding aren't you!?".
"You know i want her to be mine i crush on her since 3 months".
"No... you are choosing her above me?".
"Can't we go the day after?".
"No Demian... Ley sees you as an older brother we need to show that we care!".
"I do... i'll facetime her after Ava is gone".
"I... o my god!".
"Don't get angry!".
"I never wanna see you again".
"Lilia".
"No demian just don't".
I told the office that i went home sick. And run home. Drumed the door closed and ran up the stairs to my room colasped to my bed and cried untill i couldn't breath. I sit up against the headboard trying to find suport from the hard wood behind me, against my headach and dizzyness. The light-headed feeling faded away slowly as a lump propped up in my throat. I shoot from my bed stumbled to the bathroom and volmite in the
toilet. It happened at least twice a week. Whenever i'm stressed or my feelings arw messing around. I volmite.
The day after, i came back to school with my oversized hoodie on hood pulled over my head to hid my unbrushed hair and sleepy face. Still sick but in one or another way i managed to come to school.
Demian ran up to me and hugged me tightly.
"Please please please forgive me".
I was too sick to be mad at him and nogged in his jacket.
"And?"..
"And what?".
"What did she said?".
"She said she whould love to".
"Cute".
"How is Ley?".
"She is fine for as far it can be fine".
"Are you sick?".
"Yea you made me heartsick and i became sick for real?".
"I'm gonna take care of you... and i'll never leave you... never in ever ever". he kissed both my cheeks then my head.
*end of flashback*
That fight was over in a day but i'm afraid that this time i can't fix this i'll mess up.
I pulled out my phone and send a voice recorder to Demian.
"Demian if you see this i'm here... we'll...". my voice was muffeled by the gunshot.
"If you just killed the forty-ninth congrats you're amazing".
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