I was laying down on the sofa. A figure laying on my shoulder... it wasn't Shawn. It didn't even feel like a human anyway.
It just a figure i really couldn't explain what it was.
I was awake but what i saw was imposable it was a ghostlike monster kinda like slender men where i was afraid of when i was 11 years old. Only it was different this was real. Shawn is tall but muscular the figure was slim.
Wait he haven't eat in all the days since the shooting he must have lost a lot of weight only i won't realize it because I've seen him every day
Shawn's heartbeat has always been stable i don't know how he did it but his heart rate managed to be always in some kinda city.
The heartbeat which i felt wasn't stable it wasn't even a heartbeat. It was antrum pumping against its 'chest'.
What if it is Shawn.?! a really sick Shawn... i can't have him being sick.
"Shawn...Shawn are you here..?".
He didn't respond which means it wasn't Shawn
Or this isn't real. No no, i swear I'm awake!
Suddenly everything was clear i saw the ghostlike figure turn into Shawn.
"Shawn?".
"Hey".
I pulled myself up clawed away from him.
"Shawn this isn't you this isn't real".
"What do you mean I'm your bother Lilia I'm Liam". i looked closely at him.
Saw his ashes blond hair... his ashes blond short wavy hair. His eyes identical with mine. His tall slim figure hovered over me.
"Shut up". i tried to get away
he covered my mouth with his hand.
He changes into the figure again.
It's a shap changer... Like in the movies
It ripped open my chest. Took my heart out. Drunk all the blood out of it and placed it back in my broken ribs.
Its hand on the spot on my chest from my heart changes in Shawn's
"Hey calm down it's over the nightmare is over. It's over". his hand on my heart, Trying to calm me down.
He was lightly warming my heart his hands were a natural heater.
"It wasn't a nightmare, i had a
Sleep paralysis again".
"Like your wake but your mind is still in a dream?".
"Yea, there was was a shape-changer it turned into you and then into my...Brother when it turned back to itself it ripped my chest open and took my heart"
"Your heart is still here, you feel it beating because i do. It's still here".
"How weird is it that you can always calm me".
"As long as i can't comfort my little sister I'll try to comfort you".
"Demian stop! You don't wanna do this" a familiar voice hummed. "Demian i know you since ever you really don't wanna do this," he said. A gunshot sounded, then Demian's cry filled the area.
I stared at the door, felt my heart stop.
"the forty-third".
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Mystery / Thriller"My friend is there!" "That's His problem right?!" If there is a school shooting at Lilia's and Shawn's college. They are the only hope. But can you be the hope if it's just a matter of time before everybody dies?. "I go with you" "What no...no...
