"Shawn".
Stretching my hand out to his direction. He looked at me, At a girl tired and scared of this all, somebody who just need a hug. He walked to my direction couched down and waved his fingers through mine. I rested my head on his arm. He wrapped my hair around his fingers played with it slowly
"I wanna find Denim".
"Let me go with you".
"I have a feeling like you two can't stand each other".
"That's because he st... Because he is different" he corrected himself.
"You don't know Demian!".
"I saw him a few times walking with you in the halls since the shooting he is become rude".
"He isn't he is stressed because of what the shooters do to him".
"You know he is different Lilia you can't say it he isn't".
"He is still Demian he doesn't want this".
He immediately let go of my hand. Released his hand from my hair.
"I'm sorry i know you love him and I'm sorry for what happened to him".
"Yea...".
He manged himself to caress the back of my hand with his thumb. I didn't pull away. Didn't wanted to it felt good. Shawn was always a good person to have around.
I realized he wasn't just a comfort-buddy. He was more than that he was just Shawn that boy everyone adored and loved maybe the most loved person i knew. He was not Shawn Mendes for me... he was just Shawn... just a boy who also i adored, but not like most girls do i think he just has a good heart.
Besides the fact that he made a bad mistake. Which he actually did you're of his whole warm golden heart... to have his love safe maybe not with him but safe... that's why i forgave him because i think he doesn't have to be guilty about something he did out of love.
But I'll never... i will never forget the fact that he raped Silvey my best friend.
"I just want to see him". i took his hand.
"Aren't you mad?".
"To be honest i was angry and hurt when you talked about him like that".
"You really love him, right?".
Why is he so sad... wait does he... does he... l...o...love me..? Haha, don't be so stupid remember his love the reason why he raped Silvey.
"Of course i do he is a brother for me".
He smiled and nogged.
"Okay let's find him".
Standing up and held out his hand for me.
Just as the bullet flew through the air. I bumped into his chest, felt my cheeks burning up from shame
I'm so so clumsy...
His breath hit my hair. "the forty-sixth".
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Mystery / Thriller"My friend is there!" "That's His problem right?!" If there is a school shooting at Lilia's and Shawn's college. They are the only hope. But can you be the hope if it's just a matter of time before everybody dies?. "I go with you" "What no...no...
