•the thirty-nine•

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"Can we ever escape this?".
"I hope so, but probably not...we're just as dead as everybody, ".
"The last thing i said to my mum was 'i'll be back at 5' we are already... what 3 days in?".
"i was in a fight with my sister...she stayed over at mine"
"I'm sorry...".

He is gonna die without saying his sister 'i Love you'...

"Tell me something about her,".
"her name is Aaliyah... acutely Aaliyah Nicole Maria Mendes. She is 15 turns 16 in September. And she is the best baby sister i could wish for"
"Baby sister, ".
"I always call her baby sister,".
"That's cute".
"We had a fight over a hoodie... just a stupid hoodie... i don't wanna die without her knowing i love her,".
"she does know you love her I'm sure about that, ".i tried to comfort him by rubbing his back.
"she would blame herself for the fight i don't want her to live her whole life in guilt, ".he turned to my direction.
"she will forgive herself.
My heart broke to hear him talking about his sister.

"What about your siblings... or don't you have one?".
I didn't want to talk about it actually my brother is horrible, but Shawn would doubt me more if i didn't answer.
"My sister Ley is 17 but lives with her boyfriend in New York. I have a brother Liam he is 26, but i don't see him that often he lives in Vancouver".
"And still live with your parents?".
"Not everybody is that lucky to buy a house".

"We both know the truth Lilia" the shooter's voice is in my head again.
"how do you know?".
"I'm in your mind space... i see every memory you have,".
"I don't want to".
"You don't have to want something".
This took me back to Liam him saying it was horrible. I didn't want to remember.
"You know you can't change it... why don't you tell Shawn?".
"i... he raped somebody himself...".
"Hear what you say now... aren't you scared with him being around?".
"He did it out of love...for a girl he loved... they would kill the both of them if he didn't...".

I felt an absence. Like he was cut off my brain.
"Lilia?" A voice asked.
"Stop!".
"Lilia!".
I was completely confused. Shawn sat next to me on the sofa trying to get my attention. I pulled myself up on my elbows.
"What's wrong... you act weird the last time,".
"Uhmm...". A scream cut me off

I grabbed his arm in shock.
"It's okay it's just one less, ".

the thirty-nine...

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