Aftermath

Not now

"Is that the real reason you didn't want to announce it? You weren't afraid of a miscarriage but you were hoping for one so that you're not forced to be with me right now?" you could barley hear him talk as the words were still stuck in his throat "Gods no, I would never hope for anything like that, but-" "The part with me is true" he ended her sentence as she nodded "It's not like I never wanna be with you ever again, but I simply cannot be right now" Jon took a step back "It's like the last time we broke up just before Daario came here, it's almost the exact same conversation" so he absolutely knew how this would end up, the last time he was still fighting and screaming, but not this time, he was very calm "We can't be together and we can't be apart, what can we do?" Dany asked, he looked at her as he started talking "You know I actually thought about it last night and I figured out that first of all we need to be good parents for our child. It has nothing to do with our problems, we shouldn't let him or her take part in it. We clearly can't put aside our differences, at least not right now, but that shouldn't affect our child in any way. We should be together when it's about our little price or princess, nothing more, nothing less" she nodded again "It's the most reasonable thing to do right now I guess" he stood close to her again as he took her hand "I meant what I said earlier, but even more important to me is that you're happy and if you cannot be happy with me right now that's alright. I hope that some day things will be like they were between us and if that day ever comes, you can always be certain that I'll be right here waiting for you" he kissed her forehead and looked down at her with a soft smile, he couldn't say 'I love you' though the words layed on his tounge, but Daenerys felt it, then he watched her leave the room. They both thought it was the right thing to do, but it just didn't feel right when the door closed and their hearts broke again.
"Where is Daenerys?" "I don't know" "But she'll be back tomorrow, will she? It's your name day, she cannot miss your name day big brother!" he just nodded as he took a sip from his cup "For sure" he smiled. They sat at the dinner table with some other people, it was already late at night and Jon just wanted to catch some sleep before tomorrow "Is everything alright between you and Dany?" he nodded again "Yeah it's fine" "That's great to hear, can you send her to me when you see her? I want to tell her something about your big party tomorrow" "Yeah why not, but Sansa I don't really want something huge, to be honest I just want some peace and quiet right now" "I promise you that you'll love it, at least give it a chance!" he smiled and sighed "I don't have another choice, do I ?" she laughed "No you don't" They kept talking for a while till Jon finally went back to his room, to his surprise he found a letter on his bed, from Daenerys. It was fine the last few days, it wasn't like the last time and they still shared a room and Daario was just invisible since the last time he talked to him. He couldn't tell if it was good or bad, but he didn't mind actually, he'd go crazy if he had to deal with him as well. So he sat down and began to read what she had to say.