I swear I’ve been
doing just fine
but I’m too stressed
to give a shit so let me
take a mental break
and let me go beyond the
limits of an all to familiar
toxic life
and I swear for just a
moment I’ll have some
clarity
I swear I’ve been doing
just fine but I’m too anxious
to give a shit
I can’t really think straight
can’t really find the strength
to wake up and go
through all this overrated
bullshit
I swear I’ve been doing
just fine but I’m too
empty to give a shit
and unable to
process what pain
must have felt like
or any real
concrete emotion
besides being numb
to such a frustrating degree
I swear I’ve been
doing just fine
but I’m too unmotivated
to give a shit
no real inspiration to
keep my hope in
any constant motion
and forever stuck
in a mental prison
being guarded by
negative energy
I swear I’ve been
doing just fine
but I’m too angsty
to give a shit
and I won’t stop
blaming the universe
for fucking me over
I swear I’ve been
doing just fine
but I’m too tired
to give a shit
can’t deal with
anymore melodramatic
pettiness
I swear I’ve been doing
just fine but I’m too
drained to give a shit
and all my energy
is practically down
to nothing from
being so fucking
overworked
I swear I’ve been
doing just fine
but I’m too insecure
to give a shit
and all I can do
is kill my fragile ego
into absolute oblivion
I swear I’m doing just fine
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Mental Ramblings
PoetryA collection of original poetry Disclaimer: These poems are not professionally written and in fact may sound very amateurish. I don't have a ton of experience writing really good poetry and keep in mind that these are drafts and I might further edit...
