In My Own Time

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If I told you that
I'm not really as
sunken down as you
thought I was would
you still try to pull
me out from the numbness
that's up to my shoulders

Do you think I'm
capable enough mentally
to stand on my own
two feet without needing
you as my crutch every time
I get depressed

Why do I even need
to fucking explain
myself to you at all
if I'm not really all
that damaged and I'm
not really in such a
bad state of mind
and why the fuck
are you still convincing
yourself that I actually
changed for your own
fucking benefit

Why can't you just
back off for once
and let me sink
back down so I can
dig my way out again

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