cameron boyce imagines

hostage

i wanna be alone
i sat in my room, all alone waiting for him to come home
alone with you, does that make sense?
when i say "alone" i want to stay with him. i want my soul and his soul to work together and bond.
i wanna steal your soul
he's truly breathtaking, both physically and spiritually. he's a literal ball of sunshine, and it makes my poor soul happier, and calms my seas.
and hide you in my treasure chest
i want him to stay forever, and i want to be with him, forever. and i pray that's what he wants too. we know each other in every way possible, and i know that this is right. cameron's right.

i don't know what to do
we're at a party. and i only know him. i don't want to be annoying or clingy, but he's my only escape. we sit on the couch and we start talking, which leads to kissing. we go into another room.
to do with your kiss on my neck
he starts kissing my neck and puts those seas that he calms, to have a massive tsunami. he knows what he does to me, and he knows how to make me crazy.. for him.
i don't know what feels true
we start let our bodies do the talking and i've never felt this way. i've never had this feeling. this damn feeling.
but this feels right so stay a sec
he pulls away from me, and i cuddle up to him, "this is right," he says, kissing my forehead. "we're right,"
yeah you feel right so stay a sec
we lay there, for what feels like hours, thinking about us, about the future and about what will happen next.

and let me crawl inside your veins
that night, after we had made up, we had gone to bed in the same bed again, and it was beautiful. he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me into his chest. i knew i wouldn't be able to go on without him, and he knew that he'd never be the same without me.
i'll build a wall give you a ball and chain
i couldn't keep my feelings away, pushed down or straight up gone. but i absolutely loved him, and i couldn't let him hurt me like the rest. i couldn't let him damage me past the breaking point that i'm already headed past.
it's not like me to be so mean
i was being selfish. looking at that angel, that beautiful boy, asleep with his arms around me, smiling i knew he was mine.
you're all i wanted
he told me, the night that we first made our feelings known, and he still says that to me every time we close our eyes.
just let me hold you
i whisper, and he turns over to me. he pulls me into a hug and i pull him over me, his head on my shoulder, and i kiss his head.

like a hostage

gold on your fingertips
at our apartment, we had a few friends over. karan, sofia, dove, and a few others. we were just sitting there, talking. and it was wonderful, because it was as though everyone knew everything about each other. cam kept proving his angel ability each time someone brought up a bad story of the past.
fingertips against my cheek
he gently put his hand on my cheek and kissed my lips, making the girls in the room go "awwww"
gold leaf will cross your lips
booboo brought out a pack of cigarettes, and we never smoke. none of us do, but with everything that was admitted here tonight, we all could use something to take us off edge.
kiss me until i can't speak
as everyone left, and we said our goodbyes, we began to clean up the small, but somewhat messy apartment. cameron put the cans down and cake over to me. he took the bag of chips out of my hand and then grabbed my hands "thank you," he says, then kisses my lips, gently, but roughly. he had that effect. "i love you," i said, into our kiss, which made him smile, and push me against the wall. "jump," he moaned, and i did. i wrapped my legs around his torso and he pulled his lips from mine, "i love you, too."

gold chain beneath your shirt
this day was different, i was meeting the boyces for the first time. i already knew maya, and i think she liked me, but i hadn't met the parents of my love yet. he wore a button up salmon shirt with green speckles on them.
the shirt that you let me wear home
i remembered that shirt, from when we met. we met at a booboo stewart party, let's me honest, are we surprised? but i was taking care of pore dove, who had gotten sick. and she had gotten sick on my shirt. i took my shirt off, cause it was nasty. cameron game into the room and saw poor dove, and saw me, sitting there, shirtless. he unbuttoned his shirt and pulled me up. he took it off and gave it to me, and i wore it back to my apartment.
gold's fake and real love hurts
the promise ring that cameron had given me earlier this month shown bright with my outfit, and the california sun. we drove to his childhood home
and nothing hurts when i'm alone
i walked through the door to cam's childhood and was greeted by his mom, "momma" he calls her. "momma, this is y/n, my girlfriend,"
when you're with me and we're alone
"she really liked you!" he beamed, "you actually got a big hug before you left, no one's gotten that." he smiles, kissing me.

and let me crawl inside your veins
we were on the road to washington to take engagement pictures. our photographer volunteered to drive, so cameron and i cuddled in the back. i looked at his beautiful sleeping face and i was reassured that i would be spending the rest of my life with him.
i'll build a wall, give you a bowl and chain
we got to the mountains, finally, and he woke up, his eyes still foggy. he sat up and hugged me tight. "did i snore?"
it's not like me to be so mean
"i don't think so, but you most definitely slept talked," i laughed. his face flushed a red and he laughed. "if you say so,"
you're all i wanted
taking those pictures, i had a blast. not only because i got to fool around on a mountain all day, but because cameron and i had a blast. we jumped around rocks, went on hikes, and danced in the rain.
just let me hold you
we headed back home, and of course our amazing photographer drove again, and we packed everything back up. i rested my head against his shoulder, and his arm was around me. he played with my hair, and i drifted off, but not before smiling at the fact that he and i would be together, forever.

like a hostage

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