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• Laken Noelle •
"CUT" The director yelled. "That was perfect guys! We will finish after lunch!" Yes! I finally get a break. I am starving!
I hurriedly walk to my trailer and grab the chips in the cabinet. I lay down and get comfortable on the couch.
I think back to last night when Gen said that me and Jensen would be perfect together. I laugh. Jensen doesn't like me like that.
"Hey Laken. Can you come outside for a minute." I groan not wanting to get up. I slowly walk to the door and I scream when a man in a clown suit pops out.
"JENSEN YOU MOTHER- UGH YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME." He's laughing so hard and I just want to punch him in his beautiful face. He walks over to the clown and hands him a twenty. "Thanks West." He says and I roll my eyes.
"Fuck you West!" I yell and they both start laughing. It's not funny. I legit have a phobia of clowns and I'm probably not going to be able to sleep for a week.
"Sorry, L. Had to get you back from when you scared me." I don't say anything. I just start to slowly walk closer to him. Inch by inch, slowly. He looks at me confused and then the expression on his face changes when he realizes what I'm about to do.
He turns around and begins to run in the opposite direction. I start running towards him as fast as I can, trying to keep up with him. But damn, he is fast.
Geez. I need to go to the gym. I'm out of shape, I feel like I'm going to pass out. I stop running and put my hands on my knees to catch my breath. I'm breathing really loud and fast. "Laken. Are you okay?" Jensen asks while running up to me. And this is my chance.
"Yes. But you aren't." I smile up at him before jumping onto him. He loses balance and falls to the ground with me on top of him. We both begin to die laughing at this. Then we realize the position were in and stop.
"When will you stop pranking me?" I ask and he smiles. "Until the end, Laken Noelle." And my heart flutters. I get off of him and lay beside him and close my eyes. This is nice, just me and him, no interruptions-, I hear someone clear there throat and I open my eyes.
It's Adam. What the hell is he doing here? "What the hell is this?" Me and Jensen quickly stand up. And look at each other. Shit Jensen. "Adam. What are you doing here?" He stares at me and looks even more pissed.
"I came here to surprise my girlfriend at work. And I come here and she her cozying up with some guy she's rumored to be dating!" I scoff at him. Does he really think I would cheat on him? "Hi, I'm Jensen." Jay says and holds out his hand. Adam shakes and replies, "I'm Adam. Laken's boyfriend." I roll my eyes at Adam. Geez.
"Hey Jay! They need you on set!" Frank, the P.A. guy yells and Adam eyes widen. Wonder what's wrong with him- HOLY SHIT HE KNOW JENSEN IS JAY! Shit. "Okay! See you, L. Bye Adam." Jensen says.
I turn to Adam who looks even more pissed off. "Jay is Jensen. Jensen is Jay. What the hell?!" He yells and I shush him. "You don't have to yell! And I don't see the problem." I whisper and he rolls his eyes. "The problem is that you were out with him until two in the morning and lied about him being there!" He shouts and I flinch.
"Don't yell. I work here. People are staring." I say calmly wanting this conversation to be over really badly. "You know what? I don't fucking care. I'm leaving. And we will continue this later when you get home!" He yells and walks away.
Well that went better than expected.
•••
I'm in my trailer, trying to get some sleep. I probably won't get any tonight because of Adam and his yelling.
Maybe I should break up with him? Wait. No. I can't. I can't just throw away a whole year of dating because we are going through tough times. I remember the first six months of our relationship and I was so happy. We were each other best friends. There were no fights and no jealousy.
But everything has changed. Everything. He's so different. He's cold and always wants to start a fight. Maybe I did this to him? Maybe I'm the reason for his pain?
•••
I hear a quiet knock on my door and it wakes me up from my sleep. "Hey Laken. Can I come in? I promise I won't scare you." I laugh at his comment and slowly walk to the door. "Pinky promise?" I question and hear him laugh. I open the door and he's holding out his pinky. "Pinky promise." And our pinky's wrap around each other.
We both sit on the couch and get comfy. This is nice. Just the two of us. His presence is enough. We don't even have to talk and I'm happy. "What's going on in that head of yours?" He questions and I smile. "Nothing." I say and he laughs. "What was Adam so upset about?" He sounds curious.
"It's a long story." He sits back on the couch and gets comfortable again. "I have time." I laugh. "Um. Well. When I came home that night from the bar he asked who I was with.." he nods and I continue, "I told him it was a girl named, Jay. And when Frank called you Jay today, he put two and two together." I feel guilty about it now. After saying it out loud.
"Um wow. I mean I understand why you didn't tell him." He says understandably and I nod. "I just don't know what to do anymore. I suck at relationships." He shakes his head, "You don't suck at relationships, Laken. You're just in the wrong relationship." He whispers loud enough so I can hear him.
I laugh. "You're not the first person whose told me that this week. That I should break up with him." And he looks at me confused. "Who else?" He questions. "Gen, Jared's girlfriend." "You know Gen?" He asks.
Jensen runs his fingers through his hair and it distracts me. His hair looks so perfect and smooth. I wonder what it feels like? No! Stop! But I can't take it. I raise my hand up and mess his hair up. He looks at me with a look of 'what did you just do' and I laugh. "Yeah. Me and Gen have become good friends." I say trying to change the subject.
He laughs and then begins to mess up my hair. I grab his wrists stopping him and he pulls me up to where I straddle him. We both start laughing. And then he suddenly stops and he stares at me. "How are you so perfect?" He say is a mesmerized voice.
Perfect? Jensen Ackles just called me perfect? He doesn't mean it. But he did just say it. He thinks I'm perfect?
