|Just a warning⚠️ I've never been kissed so my descriptions for the kissing my be short because I don't know what it's like 😂|
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• Laken Noelle •
They're is a huge crowd for the SPN panel. Wow. This is unbelievable. They're announcing people onto the stage right now. Jensen and I haven't talked about whatever happened in the hotel room. We were dragged out my Misha. And every time I glance at him he's staring at me. Staring at me!
"Welcome Everyone! To The Supernatural Panel... And now meet the cast..Sam Winchester played by Jared Padalecki!" The announcer says and Jared runs up on stage and the crowd screams. "Dean Winchester played by Jensen Ackles." I look at Jay and he smiles at me. And when he gets on stage, the crowd becomes a whole different level of loud.
"Now everyone's favorite angel... Castiel played by Misha Collins!" Misha skips onto to stage and I laugh. Oh no. It's my turn. What if I fall? In front of everyone! "And Maya Briggs played by Laken Noelle!" I walk up onto stage and wave at the crowd. I grab a seat next to Misha and sit.
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I'm honestly relieved the panel is almost over and I haven't had a single question directed towards me. But it's only a matter of time before I get asked a question.
"Hi I'm Bekah and this question is for Laken-" Shit. "-Um. How's the transition from The Vampire Diaries to Supernatural?" The young woman asks and I sit there and think for a little bit before speaking.
"Wow. Good question. I mean it's been absolutely amazing. I mean I was sad to leave TVD but going to this new set was what I needed. The cast and crew is so nice, um they've honestly became family to me." I speak hoping that it answered her question. A bunch of "Aww" went throughout the crowd.
"Okay! We have time for two more questions so make it good ones!" The announcer yells and the crowd whines. Another young woman stands up to the microphone and makes direct eye contact with me. Shit. He questions gonna be for me.
"Okay. I'm Jaydah. (A/N: THATS ME😂) My question is for Laken. Do you have a boyfriend?" The crowd is dead silent. They only want to know if me and Jensen are dating. Which I mean I wouldn't blame them. I look at Jensen and he looks at me with hope in his eyes. What? "Um. Yes I do." And I turn back to Jensen and that hope is gone. Shattered.
The crowd cheers and I'm slightly confused. Wait. Do they still think it is Jensen? I mean I wish. But Jensen can't like me like that. He only kissed me this morning because.. um because.. he well I don't know but it isn't because he likes me.
Final question time. I ready to get out of here and talk to Jensen. "Hi I'm Zane. Okay. This question is for Jensen and Laken. And I think everyone has been wondering this, but are you guys dating?" The guy says and my eyes grew wide. Did he just? I don't know what to say.
"Um. No we're not dating." Jensen speaks up and the crowd just seems disappointed. "My boyfriend's name is Adam. We've been together for a year." I say to the crowd and everyone is having mixed emotions. I'm hearing, "Dump him!" "Go girl!" "Choose Jensen."
If Jensen was even an option I would choose him. But he's not. He doesn't like me like that. At least I don't think. I just have to talk to him. I need to tell him how I feel. Today.
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After taking pictures with fans and giving autographs, I'm heading to Jensen's room. I need to talk to him and he's been ignoring me ever since I told the whole fandom I have a boyfriend. Ugh.
I knock on the door and wait patiently as I hear footsteps coming from behind the door. When he opens the door, he looks like he's extremely tired. "Oh. I didn't mean to wake you up. I'll leave if you want to go back to sleep." I say speaking oddly fast and Jensen smiles. "No L. It's fine, come in." I walk in and sit on his bed and look up at him.
"Jay, we need to talk-" he cuts me off, "Why are you still with Adam?" He looks desperate for an answer but, I don't have one. I have no idea why I'm with Adam. "Why are you with him when you just kissed me?" He says and now I'm confused. Well I'm always confused. "You're just so confusing." I whisper and he looks pissed. Shit.
"You're confused? You're confusing me! One second you're kissing me and the next you're all like Adam's my boyfriend?!" He shouts and I stand up from the bed. I'm about to lose it, I mean I've been so weird with my emotions.
"Why would you care? You say we're only friends! So obviously the kisses don't mean shit to you so why do you care?" I shout and he stares at me. "Are you really so oblivious, that you can't see it?" He whispers. "See what!" And steps closer. Getting closer by the second.
"I'm in love with you, Laken. I'm so in love with you and don't see it, baby. I love you." What did he just say? He loves me? "Really?" I say mostly in shock. "Until the end, Laken Noelle." My heart is going to burst. Holy shit.
We're so close and are lips are almost touching. "Say something." He whispers and I look up at him. "I love you too." And his lips are on mine, kissing me. I kiss him back and pull him closer. He loves me. He really does.
I need to break up with Adam. I have too. Like right now. I've already cheated on him so much. I just need to end things with him before I can start this with Jensen. And I know it's the wrong moment but we have to stop. Stop kissing.
I pull away from the kiss and Jensen is smiling at me and I smile back. "Um. I have to go." I mutter and his face drops. "What why?" He looks so upset. "I have to go to Adam. I'm sorry." I say and quickly run out of the room. I didn't really think about telling him I was going to break up with Adam. Shit. Hopefully he doesn't think I choose Adam.
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• Jensen Ackles •
"I have to go to Adam. I'm sorry."
Her words run through my head over and over again. She choose him. Not me. But she said she loves me? Maybe it was a lie? Maybe she just wanted to mess with my head? She choose him.
