laken noelle ➳ jensen ackles

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• Laken Noelle •

I'm driving to the apartment and I'm in not rush. I'm honestly terrified to go. Adam is just all over the place and he's unpredictable.

Maybe I should break up with him tonight. Just get it over with. I could stay at Gen's. She wouldn't mind. But I can't! Ugh! I can throw away it all. And the only reason I would be breaking up with him is because of Jensen. And I'm not even completely sure why!

Why am I so complicated? Geez.

•••

I open the door to the apartment and it's reeks of alcohol. Damn. He's been drinking. I see Adam is on the couch, staring straight ahead, looking at the wall. I shiver at the sight of him. He looks almost unrecognizable. Who is this man?

"Adam. I'm home." I say trying to get a reaction out of him. "I know. I have eyes, dumbass." He spats and I roll my eyes at the comment and decide to let it go.

"You know, I gave up everything for you. I moved to fucking Vancouver with you so you can act! And what do I get in return-" he stops and looks at me with disgust, "a fucking cheating whore who only cares about herself!"

And unwanted tears come rolling down my face. He called me a cheating whore. I haven't even cheated on him! "I haven't cheated on you, you ass!" I scream and he rolls his eyes.

"But you will. It's only a matter of time. And I know you've thought about it. Cheating on me, with him." He says and there are tearing coming out of his eyes. Why is he crying? Because I didn't cheat on him? But I stay silent because what he said was true. I have thought about cheating on him.

"So you have thought about it. I fucking knew it you slut!" I flinch at his words. "Yes! I have fucking thought about cheating on you with him because unlike you he makes me happy!" And then instantly I regret those words coming out if my mouth.

My cheek suddenly burns. He-he slapped me? He slapped me. "Go to hell." He yells and I laugh at him. I honestly think I'm in shock. "I'm already in it." I scream back and begin crying again. I run to the bathroom and lock the door.

My cheek has a hand print on it and it's bloody red. The tears running down my face make it burn worse. I can't breathe. I'm suffocating. I run out of the bathroom and grab a bag.

I throw in any clothes of mine I see and try to hurry as fast as I can. I don't want him to touch me again. I don't want to look at him again. I-I just can't even think right now.

Once I'm packed up, I run the front door and Adam steps in front of it. "Where in the hell do you think your going?" He shouts and I try to get past him. "I'm leaving. Now let me through." He glares at me and the tears start to pool in my eyes.

"Where are you going to go?" He yells and I stay quiet. "You're going to him. Aren't you?" I still stay silent. I don't want him to know where I'm going, he doesn't need to know. "I fucking knew it, you whore!" And he throws his bottle of whiskey at the wall across the apartment.

He pushes me out of the way and walks to the bedroom. I hurriedly open they door and slam it shut behind me.

•••

I sit in my car. I have no where to go. It's one in the morning. I don't want to wake up Gen at this hour. But it's either Gen or him. Jensen.

I pick up my phone and it starts to ring,

"Hello?" The tired voice of Jensen answers.
"Um hi. I-I know it's uh late b-but can I stay at your p-place tonight?" I cry into the phone.
"Laken? What's wrong? I'll message you the address." Jensen says worriedly.
"Okay. See you then." I say quietly.
"See you."

•••

I knock on the door of a nice house. Wow. I know he lives in Austin, he must have a house here too, during seasons. I hear shuffles behind the door and it opens.

And I don't know what it is but as soon as I see Jensen I begin to cry again. "Laken. What did he do?" He says and his eyes grew even bigger when he sees my cheek. "H-he slapped you!" I just nod and then cry even harder. Jensen pulls me into a hug and we stand stand there in each other embrace.

I could get used to this feeling. The feeling of safety, in Jensen's arms. I don't want to move, I just want to stay here in this moment. Forever.