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• Laken Noelle •
This week back has been dragging on very slowly. It's like I can't catch a break. Everywhere I look I see Jensen and Lacy, together, being all 'cute'.
Oh and to make this situation more awkward, today me and Jensen have an intimate scene. So life is just great! I roll my eyes at my own thoughts as I walk to my car. It's lunch time and I'm ready to get out of here for an hour.
"Hey. Laken? Right?" I look up and see her. Lacy. Why in the hell is she talking to me. "Yeah." I mutter and unlock my car door and open it. "Wait." And she shuts my door. Who the fuck does she think she is? I turn at her and she gets closer to me, pushing me back into my car.
"Look. You better keep your nasty hands off Jensen during today's scene! I know you like him but guess what? He's mine, you'll never have him because he's him and well your just you." The door handle is stabbing me in the back and it's causes a huge pain. "I could honestly careless what you think, Lacy." I say and push her away from me.
"L!" I hear a voice come from the other side of the lot. "L! Are you okay?" It's Jay. "Hell no, I'm not okay. You're psychotic girlfriend just threatened me!" I yell and Jensen shakes his head. "I honestly doubt that and I wasn't talking to you. L, babe are you okay?" He walks up to Lacy and I can't believe it.
He doesn't believe me. But he has a reason not to believe a single word that comes out of my mouth. I could tell him, right here right now, that I broke up with Adam for him and explain everything. But I'm not going to. He won't believe more or worse he never loved me. Either way, I can't tell him.
•••
It's time for the scene I've been dreading all day. This is going to be so awkward. Thank goodness only the director and the camera crew will be on set.
"Laken. Come on, we have to get to set, like now." Jensen very familiar voice says from behind the door of the trailer. I groan not wanting to go. "Look. You're not the only one who doesn't want to do this scene so let's just get it over with." He mutters and I open the door.
"I'll try-" I lightly smile at him which makes him smile a little bit. "Only if you try too." I finish and he nods. "Promise." I hold out my pinky and he rolls his eyes. "Promise." And our pinkies intertwine and we walk together to set.
•••
"CUT!" The director says and I sigh in relief. I'm so glad this intense and weirdly sweaty scene is over with. I mean I don't mind having Jensen all over me but the tenses is just to much. "That was great! Jensen and Laken you guys are done for today."
I really need to talk to Jay, because I want our friendship back. I miss him so much and I rather be his friend than nothing at all. "Hey Jay. Can we talk?" I say nervously and he pretends he doesn't hear me. He walks past me and I call out for him. Asshole.
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• Jensen Ackles •
"Jay." "Jensen." "Jay." I hear Laken yell from behind me. We do need to talk but I just can't right now. It was so difficult to kiss her but not kiss her, you know? I want to kiss her as Jensen not Dean. But, she's with Adam. She chose him.
And I have Lacy anyways. But Lacy isn't Laken. She doesn't even come close to her, in fact they aren't even on the same scale. I just need to get away from this relationship shit. I just need some time to think.
I quickly walk past my trailer to the parking lot hoping Lacy doesn't see me. "Jensen!" I hear her high pitch voice yell and I keep walking fast to my car. "Jay." I get to my car and unlock it.
I drive away passing Lacy who is basically screaming my name and I laugh a little. That's what you get for being a bitch to Laken. I don't know why I still care about Laken. She doesn't love me so why do I love her? She left me. For him.
Lacy: Jensen! Where are you going?
Lacy: I don't have a ride!
Lacy: Answer me!
Lacy: Jay! Please!
Jensen: Uber.
I throw my phone into the passenger seat and turn the radio up loud enough to block out everything. All my thoughts, about her. Everything. Or at least try to block out everything.
I turn into my driveway and see that Gen's car is here? Why would Gen be at my place? Maybe Jared borrowed her car? I grab my phone and I have 3 miss calls from "Jared's Girl".
I walk into my house and see Gen on the couch. "You know this is my house, right?" I joke and she rolls her eyes. "What's your deal?" I laugh. "You. What is wrong with you?" She yells and now I'm confused. What did I do this time?
"What?" I question. "You ignored Laken for months after you guys admitted your love for each other. And then you come back with a girlfriend? Was it all some joke to you?" She looks pissed. A joke? "I ignored her because when I told her I love her she went off to Adam! She chose him!" I yell and she laughs. She really laughing?
"Well maybe you would know what really happened if you knew how to pick up the damn phone when she called!" Really happened? I give Gen a confused look and she stands up from her seat on the couch.
"She left because she went to go break up with Adam. She felt bad for cheating on him. She was just in shock that your felt the same way she didn't really explain. She tried to call you but you never answered." She says while putting on her jacket. She broke up with Adam? "W-Why didn't she tell me?" I stutter.
"You came back with a girlfriend and Laken is convinced that you never even liked her-" She breathes. "- she thinks it was all a joke to you." But it wasn't. It never was a joke. I love her.
Holy shit. I am a dumbass. I literally told her she never meant anything to me. She probably hates me now. We need to talk, I need to talk to her. "Where is she staying?" I ask Gen as she's walking out the door. "She got an apartment. About 15 minutes away from the sets. I can text you the address?" I nod and she smiles at me.
It's time to get my girl. I just hope I haven't lost her.
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• Laken Noelle •
I'm laying on my couch watching, "The Notebook" for the fifth time this week. I hate how my life is going. My world suddenly ends because of some guy not loving me back. Why am I like this?
I need to get up and go somewhere. I need to go out and have fun, Jensen free. I need to dress up and look hot. I want to drink and dance, I don't need to worry about a man. (A/N: that rhymed)
I get up from my comfortable state and walk to the bedroom. It's time to get over him and move on. I have no other choice.
I look in the mirror and smile at my finished look. I don't look like I'm homeless anymore. I mean I don't look drop dead gorgeous because I'm well me but, I look hot.
I throw on some heels and grab my purse. I open the front door and it's Jensen. Standing in front of me with his hand up, looking like he was just about to knock. "Jensen?" I'm confused why in the hell is he here?
