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• Laken Noelle •
Ringing. Something's ringing. I open my eyes and grab my phone. Jensen. I look at a sleeping Adam and untangle myself from his arms. I walk into the living room and answer.
"Laken. Are you okay? I'm worried. It's 3 am! I thought you were staying here again tonight? Was it because of the kiss? I'm-" I cut him off. "Jay. Calm down I'm fine. I went home to pack my stuff up but Adam apologized and I-" "I swear if you say you forgave him." "I forgave him, Jensen." "Why? Why do you keep doing this to yourself? Going back to him is only going to put you through more pain." Why is he so mad? "Jensen can you just be happy for me?" "Um. L. If your going to be with him then no I can't." And he hangs up.
What the hell just happened?
•••
I'm at set and every time I try to talk to Jensen he completely ignores me. I just don't understand why. I mean I guess I understand why he's mad about me getting back with Adam but, why does he have to full on ignore me.
I'm just mad at him. But then I'm not. I just miss him. I miss our morning talks and our laughs before takes. I just miss Jensen.
I just need to talk to someone. And I know just the person. Misha.
I walk to his trailer and knock on the door. "Misha? It's Laken. Can I come in?" I shout. "Yep." He says popping the "p" and I laugh a little. "Hey L. How are you?" He asks with a smiles and I just rant.
"Oh you know the usual. Me and Adam got into a huge fight and I went and stayed at Jensen's and it's was pretty much me and him flirting. Then yesterday we kissed in the trailer and I thought that he actually liked me but then ignored me right after. I went home to break up with Adam because he was an ass. And he apologized and I forgave him and I'm not even sure why! And when I told Jensen he got pissed!" I finish and I'm breathing heavily.
Misha's eyes grew big and he looks in shock. "Um. Wow. Well first you need to breathe." I roll my eyes and he laughs. "Why do you think he's so mad?" I ask with hope in my voice.
"I think Jensen is mad because he doesn't want to see you hurting again. He hurts when you hurt, L." Misha concludes. What? "Why would he be hurt to see me hurting?"
Misha looked at me like I was stupid or something. "Do I have to spell it out for you? JENSEN LIKES YOU! MAYBE EVEN LOVES YOU. It's so obvious. How can you not see it?" Misha yells and he looks relieved.
I laugh. Jensen loves me? That's the most funniest shit I've ever heard. But, if Jensen did tell me he like me or loves me... I would drop Adam in a heart beat. Because. Because I love him. I love Jensen. Holy shit. I love him.
