laken noelle ➳ jensen ackles

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• Laken Noelle •

My head is pounding. How much did I drink last night? I don't really remember anything at all. I open my eyes slowly, not wanting to be blinded by light. And when I do, I'm greeted with a familiar ceiling, but it's not mine. It's Jensen's.

And then I realize there are arms wrapped around my waist. I look beside me and I see a sleeping Jensen. What the hell happened? Did we? Did we um...Oh god. He wouldn't do that, would he? Take advantage? No!

I grab his arm and slowly take it off my waist, I really don't want to wake him up. I'm not sure if I'm ready to have a discussion with him after what happened last night. Or if anything happened last night.

I wiggle to get out from under his second other arm, and fail to do so. I don't know what else to do. I can make a run for it but, I probably wouldn't make it.

I try one last attempt and roll, and fall off the bed. Ouch. I hit my head of the ground and groan in pain. "Laken?" I hear Jensen's rough morning voice and my eyes go wide. Shit. He's awake.

I slowly get up and make eye contact with a very tired Jensen. "Um hey." I'm not sure what to say. I have no memory of last night, I have no idea what to do in this situation. "Are you okay?" He gets up out of bed and starts to walk on my side of the bed.

"Yeah. My head is killing me." I frown while rubbing the back of my head. He laughs a little. "Well, you did have a few to many last night. Do you remember anything?" He yells from the bathroom, and returns with some pills.

"Um. No. How did I end up at your place exactly?" I question, while taking the pills from his hand. "Misha called me, said you were drunk and I brought you here." I sigh, maybe nothing did happen. I hope.

I take the pills and swallow them dry, which I know now, never do. It hurts like a bitch. "Are you hungry?" He asks, while running his hands through his hair as if he's nervous. Is he nervous?

"Starving." I simply say and walk past him, to the kitchen. This is just plain awkward. I hate it. I miss him so much but, he lied. Maybe I'm overreacting about the whole situation? Maybe I should let it go? I don't know.

•••

I'm sitting across from Jensen and we're just looking at each other. We finished our breakfast a while ago and had small conversations here and there but, nothing much.

"I'm sorry." Jensen says, breaking the silence and looks away from me. "I'm sorry for everything I did. I shouldn't have lied, but I can promise you I won't do it again. L, I love you and I know you still love me too." He looks back at me and he looks like he's tearing up again.

"I do. I do still love you, I never stopped, Jay." A smile grows on Jensen's face and it causes me to smile. "And yes." I say while grabbing my plate and start walking over to the sink. "Yes what?" He questions and I put my plate into the sink.

"Yes, I accept your apology." I don't look at him, but I know he has to be mentally freaking out. At least I hope. I laugh a little at the thought. Suddenly, I feel two arms turn me around and I'm not facing Jay.

I smile brightly at him and lean into kiss him, but he looks slightly confused. "Really? Because I did some shitting things-" he rants and I giggle at this. "Shut up and kiss me before I change my mind." And he does.

He leans in and out lips connect. This is what I needed to make me feel better. His lips. On mine. He smiles into the kiss and I grin.

We pull away and he hugs me, tightly. "Does this mean we're together again? I understand if you don't want to-" Him and his mouth. "Yes." He squeezes me tighter.

We're back together. And I'm happier than ever. I just hope it doesn't happen again. The fights. They suck ass.