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• Laken Noelle •
A month has passed since I realized I have feelings for Jensen. A whole month. A lot has happened since then. Like how me and Jay are talking again! We're actually back to normal except for the fact that every time I see him I want to kiss him.
Adam and I are still together and honestly it's only a matter of time before we break up. I still don't understand why I took him back. I could have been out of this horrible relationship but, I lost my chance.
We finished filming Supernatural and the whole cast is going to a convention in San Diego! Which I'm leaving for tonight. I can't wait to see Jay, I haven't seen him for a couple days. He flew back home to Austin.
"Do you have to go?" Adam asks for the third time today and I roll my eyes. "Yes I have to go! I love conventions and meeting fans." I smile and he wraps his arms around my waist. "It's just he will be there." My smile disappears.
Really? His going to bring up Jensen right now? Why can't he just leave me alone? Oh yeah... he's my boyfriend... forgot. I roll my eyes. "It's fine." I say and he leans in and kisses me.
It's finally time to get going! I always love the conventions but it's going to be weird without my TVD cast. I really miss them. I haven't spoke to Candice in awhile and that honestly makes me so upset. She'll be at the convention though, so we'll get to hang out hopefully!
•••
I look out the window of the plane and sigh. I love flying. Being in the air where nothing can touch you. All you have to do is not worry about it crashing and killing almost everyone like on Grey's Anatomy. Right?
I decide to message Jensen before we take off,
Laken: Hey Jay! On plane now! Will be there soon!😁
Jensen: That's awesome! I'm already here and waiting for you.
Laken: When can we meet up? At airport?
Jensen: I have a meeting type thing at that time but, I can meet you at your room?
Laken: Sounds good!
Jensen: Message me when you land, L!
Laken: I will...
•••
I pull out my phone as soon as the plane lands and message Jensen to tell him I landed. I just want to see him. It sucks how we're only friends. That he only sees me in that way but I would rather have him be my friend than nothing.
I call a cab and head straight to the hotel. I play with my thumbs because I'm so nervous. Why am I so nervous? Probably because your going to see the man you love who doesn't love you!
Ugh. My brain needs to stop arguing, it's giving me a bad headache. "Ma'am. We're here." I look out the window and see the giant hotel. Wow.
"Um. Thanks for the ride." I smile and hand him some money. "My pleasure." The old man says and I cringe. Ew.
•••
I'm laying in my bed, drifting off into s much needed sleep when I hear a knock at the door. "Laken? It's Jensen." I sit up and run to the door. "Jay!" I say as I open the door and hug him.
He holds me as he walks into the room and shuts the door. I release him and we look into each other's eyes. "God, I've missed you." He smiles and I laugh. "I've missed you too." He moves his hand up to my face and I lean into it.
Suddenly, his lips are on mine and we're kissing. His hands are roaming my body and mine are in his hair. I moan into his mouth and he smiles into the kiss. God. I love him.
He bites my lip which causes me to gasp and he slips his tongue into my mouth. He pushes me up against the wall and when I'm about to wrap my legs around him, I hear a voice.
"Jensen. Laken. Are you guys in there? It's time for the panel. They need us now." Misha yells from the other side of the door. And I here Jensen groan.
•••
Jensen and I were practically dragged out of the room. And now here we are. At my first Supernatural panel. This is absolutely crazy. How much my life has changed. How I've changed. My feelings have changed. It's all... wow.
