Leaving Home..

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Macy's POV:
(2weeks later)
I am currently sitting on the big suitcase which is so stubborn to close!! Almost after 15 attempts I finally close it!.. thank God I think to myself.. I let out a sigh and look around the room..

My room.. gosh.. it's so hard to leave home.. doesn't everyone have this feeling? Like before you complete all the packing work you just want to get out of your house and stay away from your parents but once you are done and you sit down and just look around your room, you realize that u are infact leaving to some new place.. where you won't have your comfortable bed which you slept for the last 17 years.. you won't have the privacy to do what ever you want because of your roommate..you don't know how people will turn out to be.. and the list goes on..

It sounds so scary but at the same time we have this excitement inside us.. I really don't know how people feel about this whole leaving home thing.. but I really feel like shit!! Thinking about the chances of having an arrogant roommate.. or a roommate having stealing habits!..makes me cringe internally.. seriously though that's the last thing I want after getting to a new place!..

I look at the wall clock in my room and decide to sleep as I have an early flight to catch tomorrow.. it takes 4 hours from California to Florida.. and seriously though I don't like travelling on planes for more than 2hours..! It just bores the shit out of me!..

I set an alarm on my phone and try to sleep but I honestly couldn't at all.. I'm so going to miss home.. I don't know if I can even adjust in the new environment there!.. God I wish it would be easy..I keep shifting on the bed countless times.. but still I couldn't sleep.. so I decide to call Matt and talk to him one last time before I leave tomorrow..

It just rings twice and he picks up the call immediately.. I hear him clearing his throat, "hello" his attempt to cover his voice breaking clearly fails because I instantly understand that he is indeed crying..
"Matt, what the hell happened? R u okay? Why the hell are you crying?" I ask him. "I'm fine Macy.. leave it.. tell me are you ok though? Why did u call me now? You have a flight tomorrow Macy, you need to sleep". "I know mister.. it's just I'm not able to sleep, come on tell me why are you crying gummy bear?" I ask him

"Don't call me that.. please" he says, "well okay.. did I do something wrong?" I ask him. "No it's just, god Macy I'm going to miss you so much.. and you calling me gummy bear is doing no good right now.. because I'm a crying mess basically" he says . I let out a chuckle and say "oh dear boy.. I should be crying my ass off right now but look at you man.. u are crying!" "You won't understand Macy.." he says I roll my eyes and tell him.
"Matt please don't cry I promise you I will text you or call you every night.. ok?" , There was silence on the other end for few minutes, "you promise?" He asks me..

I giggle and say "god you would be looking so cute sniffing.. and with those puffy eyes.. idiot don't cry ok? I promise.." "Macy.. " he calls out.. "yeah?"
"I love you" he says with so much emotions in his voice that I stay stunned for a second, I recover from that and just say "good".. "can't you tell me once Macy?" , "No Matt.. once also matters a lot.. and I don't want those feelings coming out any time soon now.."
"Please Macy just for me.. don't you feel the same way like I do?" ,"Matt come on I'm leaving tomorrow and this is what you want to talk about?" ,"Come on Macy stop running away from me.. you know you can't right?"

"What do you mean by that Matt?" I ask him slowly getting angry. "I'm sorry it's just.. leave it.. I'm sorry.. forget that I ever asked you" ,"no I can't Matt what the hell does it mean? Do you think I have submitted my whole life to you or something?" "No mac-" I cut him and say "Listen carefully Matt.. I am not a pet to be under your freaking nose all the time.. you have no right to rule on me ok?" "I don't mean it in that way okay? I really don't it just slipped in a wrong way.. I'm sorry Macy.. I would never keep u under submission ok? Remember that" he says..

"Yeah fine.. look I'm tired I'll call you tomorrow when I reach " ,"Macy I'm so sorry princess please don't be angry" ,"I'm fine Matt.. I want to sleep, good night" I say
"Good night princess.. I love you" he says..
And I immediately cut the call..

I let out a deep breath and close my eyes.. this Time falling asleep instantly..

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