Chased for her (18+) ON HOLD

Confession..

Damon's POV:
I caught her staring at the whole room with a smile. I guess she was happy because of what she had. I'm sure she is. Feeling my gaze on her she turned towards me and looked up at me with those beautiful brown eyes of hers. She never fails to mesmerize me with her beauty.

Damn! I am so in love with her..

Did I just confess my feelings? Fuck! It feels so good. "Do it to her you dumbfuck, not to yourself" my subconscious retorded back at me. I groaned internally.

"You ok?" She asked me silently,  I just nodded my head and gestured her to my dressing room. Her eyes widened but nevertheless she followed me not letting anyone know our absence.

I quickly ushered her inside and locked the door behind me. "Theo what's going on?" She asked me. "Shh.. just let me talk". God! Why is it so hard telling her what I feel? Why do I feel like my heart is going to come out of my chest? Shit! Am I sweating too?

"This is what happens when you are in love, come on my boy!" My subconscious encouraged me.

"Theo are y-" "Macy I love you" I cut her in between. Silence. There was absolute silence, I swear I could here my socks breath too! That's how silent it was! Shit did I mess up!?

I slowly turned towards her and saw that her eyes are wide open and mouth is slightly parted. "Butterfly? You alright?" I asked her since she was looking paler than usual. Coming back to her senses she nodded her head slightly and let out a deep sigh. Slowly I held her hand in mine and squeezed it once. She looked into my eyes which once had a spark in them. But now they looked blank? Why?

"Wh- why so suddenly?" She asked trembling a bit. I pulled her closer to me and replied "I just realised it a while ago, I don't want to be a fool and regret it later, that I should have been brave enough to confess my feelings to you."

"You sound just like Matt did" she said chuckling lightly, "what?" I asked her angrily. She accepted Matt? Why didn't she tell me before? Why did she make me a love struck fool?

I untangled our hands and pushed myself from her. "It's not what you think Theo" she said trying to hold my hand. "Then what does it mean Macy?" She flinched  slightly since I used her name. "Matt and I are still friends" she said lowly. "Explain" I said while I sat on the near by couch. I was in no mood to even offer her a seat. My anger was ticking each passing second and she is literally testing my patience. "Explain God dammit!" I yelled this time. She flinched a little but stood in her place and saw me with tears in her eyes. She slowly nodded her head and started.

"I was in high school when I met Matt, I was already in a relationship with a guy named Steven." My hands balled  into fists knowing this new information. How many men was she with? "It's not what you think, I met Steven  online, it's quite complicated" She said. I just kept a blank face. She sighed and walked towards the window.