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Damon's POV:Do flying pigs exist? Maybe flying horses? Because I swear I could see them when my lips were on Macy

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Damon's POV:
Do flying pigs exist? Maybe flying horses? Because I swear I could see them when my lips were on Macy. Could she feel the same? I wanted to know. She was good at hiding her emotions.

But why?

"Damon no" when she kept her hand on my chest and said, I had to clam myself, to not kiss the living day lights of her. I would never force myself on a girl.

Especially if she was Macy.

I sighed deeply and said "lay down with me Macy" to my astonishment she actually did without protesting this time. She was something else. Definitely beautiful was a even lesser word to describe the way she looked right now.

Hair sprawled over her pillow, her big brown eyes looking at me as if she was trying to figure me out, my scent lingering on her slightly. This is exactly what I wanted at the moment and I couldn't ask for more.

Man, I'm so whipped! "Glad you figured it out" my subconscious said sarcastically. I ignored it and continued to gaze at her stroking her cheek.

She cleared her throat and started to move a little away from me. My heart ached at the way she kept retracting away from me. I pulled her closer so that she wouldn't try to move away this time. A light blush creeped onto her cheeks since I pulled her closer, and that made me more than happy.

"I'm not ready for this Damon." She said looking at me with those brown eyes of hers. "What are you talking about butterfly" I asked mesmerized by her beauty.

"Damon the kiss, what are we? This is wrong, we are friends-" I pecked her lips lightly stopping her ramble in between. She gasped lightly and tried to wriggle out from my grip. This time I loosened my hands around her and she easily slipped out. She sat up on the bed and ran her hands through her hair in frustration.

"What happened Macy?" I asked her putting my hand on her shoulder. "What happened? Seriously Damon? I am not one of your sex buddies to sleep with you and to act all normal" she says exasperatedly. "Is that what you think? That I just want you in my bed?" I ask hurt evident in my tone.

She looks up at me and says "that's what you always want Damon, cut the crap already and just leave" she says climbing out of the bed. I hold her wrist and pull her towards me, she looses her balance and falls on top of me, I tug the hair that was falling on her face behind her ear and say "You are more than just my sex buddy Macy, and I plan on keeping it that way only".

She just looks at me with shock and doesn't say anything, we stay like that for a few minutes when someone knocks her door. "Hey Macy it's me, Dan" she immediately moves away from me and replies back still looking at me "yeah I'll be out in a sec Dan".

She gives me one last glance and locks herself in the bathroom. I let out a frustrated breath thinking why she is so closed off all the time? What is her story? Will she ever open up to me?

With all these questions in my mind I headed out of her bedroom as if it's completely normal, fully aware that both Dan and Becca are staring at me as if a ghost just came out of her room.

I go to the kitchen and start hunting the fridge for something to eat but just find a slice of bread and a jar of Nutella! "We need to do grocery shopping" I hear someone say, I turn towards the voice and my heart skips a beat.

Oh butterfly.. you will be the death of me. I think to myself when turn around and see her.

 I think to myself when turn around and see her

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She pulls off herself so easily. Just simple clothes but yet she looks different, in a good way. Is it just me feeling that or everyone else too? I hope it's just me, because the thought of someone else looking at her like I do makes me feel like breaking their head into pulp.

"Hello?" I hear her call out for me. I then realize that I have dozed off in my own world for a little longer. I nod my head in approval and take my car keys from the basket she kept on the fridge. Another small gesture of Macy that made her a very a responsible person than I can ever be, my mum would have loved Macy within few minutes of meeting her.

"Ah? You going out too?" She asks. "Aren't we going for grocery shopping?" I ask frowning. She shakes her head in denial and says "I'm going out with Dan and Becca, I have a photoshoot today", a small smile creeps onto my face and I say in a final note "I'm coming with you" with that I leave the apartment.

I hear her walking in a fast pace trying to catch up with me. She grasps my wrist and turns me around with force, Hmm.. she is quite strong.

"Are you fucking deaf? I was literally yelling your name" she says breathlessly, but still doesn't leave my wrist I take that as my cue and pull her towards me. She let's out a surprise gasp and puts her hands on my chest for support.

"What are you doing?" She asks breathless, this time not because of her little run, but because of our close proximity. I smirk seeing that I have this effect on her and whisper close to her ear "You drive me nuts butterfly" she stiffens, but doesn't say anything.

I want to know her more. I want her to open up to me, if not now then I might go mad! "Let me in Macy, I'll always be there for you".

Saying so, I held her pinky finger and later  interlocked our fingers together squeezing it once.

It's a promise.. I would keep.

I knew she understood the gesture because I saw her looking at her hands when I left for my car.

Baby steps.

But I will make you Mine.. I thought to myself.

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