Why dont you get it..?

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Macy's POV:
My exams are over,
Wait wait.. can I put it as my school life is over!!!!😁

That sounds better right? Everything seems to be just perfect. I'm slowly getting my father's trust back, and everything seems to be normal at home.

The only thing I am waiting for at the moment  are my results!  I just hope I get into my dream college!. just one chance and then I can persue my dreams😌 I was broken from my thoughts from a notification from my phone.

Well, yes! dad gave me my phone back but this time only after warning me a little sternly!😅 I see that it's a message from Matt and I immediately open it and start to read it.

Matt:hey, so your finals are done right?

Me:yup!! Never been so happy in my life before!

Matt:yeah.. that's good.

Me:what happened? You sound like you want to tell me something but you are hesitating? Is everything alright?

Matt:nothing Macy.. I am just missing you a lot.

Me:lol! what do u mean Matt? I am talking to you right now? What happened?

Matt:it's not that Macy, it's just..
Never mind, just leave it..

Me:no, no.. tell me what happened.? I wanna know, please?

Matt:I don't know what to say Macy. I miss u so damn much. I can't even act anymore, it's so hard than I thought.

Me:Matt.. I am seriously confused now.. can u please explain properly?

Matt:Macy.. I can't take it anymore..
You know all this acting and stuff.

Me:what acting are you talking about Matt?

Matt:look Macy. I can't act normal when you just breakup with the person you love more than your own life and pretend to be like friends, or like everything is normal.

Me:not again Matt, we have already discussed about this and there is no other solution to it, you know it too. Please don't put me through that pain again.

Matt:come on Macy, every problem does have a solution, we will find it together, please? Don't give up on me.
I can't take it anymore, it hurts so much Macy.
I feel like my heart is separated from my body.
Please Macy don't do this to me.

Me:Matt, listen clam down first, ok?
Look you know how my dad is and everything is getting back to normal and then you suddenly coming and asking me this is making me mad all over again.
I may sound rude Matt but I can't do the same mistake twice.

Matt:wow! Thank you so much Macy, finally u admitted it right? That I am a mistake?
Thank you so much. I am so hurt right now, I feel like I have no purpose on living in this world.

Me:Matt, I'm so sorry but I didn't mean it in that way..
Hey.. please don't do anything to yourself, Matt I'm so sorry,
Matt please listen to me..

I fucking get no reply from him.. god that was a mistake.. I shouldn't have told him that he was a mistake or something like that.. gosh I really didn't mean it.. I don't know what he is doing now.. where he is..
Fuck..

Me:Matt.. gummy bear.. please reply..
Me:Matt.. I'm so sorry sweetheart.. I really didn't mean it .. u know that right..?
Me:Matt.. where r u? Please tell me u r alright?..
Me:Matt.. god where the hell r u?
Me:this is not a joke Matt.. seriously..
Please freaking reply..
Me:Matt please u r driving me nuts..
Gummy bear.. please reply..I'm so sorry baby.. I really didn't mean it..
I'm so sorry Matt..
Please don't do anything to urself..
Please...
Matt....

I still don't get a reply, it's been 15mins since he stopped giving me replies. God I might go crazy right now! I start to pray god that nothing should happen to that idiot.

He is such a sweetheart but just a bit of psycho in my case. I didn't even realize when I started crying, tears weren't stopping at all..

And then I get a new notification, with my hands shaking I check my phone hoping it Should be Matt..

Matt:I'm fine..

Thank God! I take a long breath not even knowing that I stopped my breath. Because if anything happens to him, I can't forgive myself forever.

Me:I hate u so much, why did u do that to me?
You made me have a heart attack, u fucker. I fucking hate u so much.

Matt:sorry princess. I just needed a few minutes to clam myself down.
I am so sorry. I really didn't mean to put you through that state.
Please forgive me? Sorry baby.

Me:fine, but please don't do it again. Orelse I swear I will personally kill u.

Matt:I'm all yours sweetheart.😉
I'm sorry again.
And one more thing. I will wait for u Macy, I will wait till my last breath.
I am with you in all the decisions you will make, I promise.

Me:just because u asked me in a really cute way I am forgiving u! Remember that😒

Matt:haha! 😂 Yes ma'am!

Me: anyway, I'm tired, good night Matt.

Matt:good night princess,
Love you..

And with that, I snuggle into my bed and go into a dreamless slumber.

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                                To be continued..😉
Guys.. I'm really trying to give more updates because soon my college will start.. and then I will get shit busy.. so before I go back to college I promise I will surely give reasonable updates..!
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