Chased for her (18+) ON HOLD

Why me?

Matt's POV: (enjoy!😉)

Lost..

Left..

Alone...

And most of all betrayed..

Was all I could feel, think, and experience..
She left.. she left without a word.. left without a message.. left without calling me back..

It's been exactly a week since she called me before she left for her flight the next day.. she promised me to call when she reaches .. but no.. she just left..

Is it so easy to leave a person you loved once? If it was, then why can't I do it? It's so hard to be angry with Macy.. I am so broken now, right? If she calls me now and apologizes.. or even if she doesn't my anger will melt away.. you know why?

Because I love her.. and she wrapped me around her finger..

And the worst thing is..she doesn't get it..
I want to sleep and never wake up into this feeling, in the feeling of not having Macy in my life.. I want to sleep like a baby in her arms.. and have her comfort me..but it's not possible..

And it is making me fucking angry.. why?
Why? Does this happen to me..how could she leave me so easily?..all questions with no answers..

Ding.. I see that it's the hundredth message my mom sent me since last night.. because I didn't go home.. and I am high on morphine to.. and the last thing I want to do is go home and see my mom crying because of me..I just switch off my phone and look at the trees around me.. I lay down on the grass and look at the sky around me.. I wanted to forget my pain for just a second but I couldn't.. because Macy is

All into me.. she is a part in me no matter what..

I don't know why.. I felt like Macy was calling me.. but I couldn't wake up.. I really didn't have the strength to even look up and see.. and then I was dragged into the world of darkness..

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Macy's POV:
After the dance last night me and Daniel became really close. We had the same taste of food, choice of shows, clothes, hell even the same choice of shampoo if I say so..it was oddly comforting to have someone who has the same taste as we do.. and being with him, no let me rephrase it. Being with both Rebecca and Daniel I felt alive I felt I am becoming the Macy I was once before.

The best thing about being with them is I can just be who I am.. just like I used to be with Matt.
Shit Matt.. I forgot to call him, and it's been a week since I spoke with him or even messaged him! I guess I need to deal with fire today I think to myself and resume doing my anatomy assignment.

There was a knock on the door after an hour or so. "Come in, it's open" I say and Continue to do my work, I see that it is Dan "hey.. some IMP aunt of yours is calling" he says
"What?" I ask him and take my phone from him and see that it's Matt's mom. Why the hell would she be calling me now? "Everything ok?" I hear Dan asking me, I nod my head and excuse myself, but before I go to the balcony I yell and say "hey.. and it's not IMP, its a short form for important, you idiot" I hear him chuckling and mumbling something to himself.

I lift the call and hear a ruckus on the other side of the phone.. this really confuses me now.! Is he alright? Is the first thought I get.
"Hello aunty?" , "Oh my god Macy.. what took you so long to lift the call? Anyway did Matt happen to text you where he is? Or did you both fight again?" ,
"No not really. Infact it's been a week since I spoke with him" I say clearly confused.

I hear her gasp and say "oh my goodness Macy how could you not talk with him for an entire week?" "I'm really sorry aunty but I was kind of busy and I really didn't mean to ignore him or something is he alright?"
"That's the thing Macy he is no where to be found since last night! I don't know what to do!" She says and starts to cry.

Not to be rude.. but I really don't know how to console people!.. "just take a deep breath aunty I'll see what I can do! Ok? Please inform the cops right away, they can track his location" "yeah I think I'll do that.." , "can you please keep me updated aunty, if you find him I want to talk to him first please understand" I tell her desperately.
"Of course dear I will tell you" and she cuts the call.

I was beyond frustrated with this guy now. I am pretty sure he must have taken some stupid drug and he would be overdosed right now.. I just hope he didn't take the danger limit. I try to call him but it goes straight on voicemail. Dang it Matt can't you charge your freaking phone.. I think to myself.

I message him. But no reply I wait for his mother's call for hours sitting in front of the phone, not even having a single drop of water..gosh I think i will die with the tension..Dan kept asking me if I'm ok! But I just refused to answer anyone, because if anything happens to Matt it will all be because of me..

Just because of my negligence.. and that guilt! I cannot take it.. I can't..and loosing Matt will be like loosing someone really precious in my life.. yes he is a pain in the ass but he is a sweetheart.. he calls me a baby but he doesn't know that he is a baby.

Thinking about Matt, I didn't even realize when I fell asleep.

"Macy dear Matt is dead. His body just got shifted from the hospital" ,"what the hell do you mean he is dead? He can't be dead.. no , no.. stop joking with me. He told you to tell hi
me like this to make me scared right? He told you isn't it? Tell me aunty? " I ask her on call crying hysterically..
"Dear I'm serious he is dead, he met with an accident, he was high on some drug and he was driving on the highway, he couldn't be saved Macy.." she says crying.

My world crashes down. Everything I had with him, every experience, every moment comes into my eyes like a movie.. he calling me his.. he doing everything I asked for, he taking care of me like I'm a piece of glass, just flashes in my eyes.. the phone falls from my hand and I hear aunty calling for me but I am too numb to even respond to her.

He is dead.

Was all I could think. I failed him. I failed him in being a girlfriend, now even being a friend.

I couldn't take the pain anymore the guilt it was like a virus in my body which was spreading with tremendous speed each second passing by..

"God Macy wake up.. please you are scaring the shit out of me" I hear a voice calling me, I call for Matt but I get no response, "Macy who is Matt? It's me Daniel" , "Rebecca get me some water" I hear the voice shout.
Wait Dan? I try and open my eyes and see that a worried Daniel is sitting beside me stroking my head which is covered with sweat. "He is not dead right?" That's the first question I ask him, he looks at me with a questioning face and says " no I don't think so" he says and that's all I needed at the moment I jump on Daniel and hug him tightly. He chuckles and hugs me back saying sweet words in my ear.

"I hate to break this moment but you have a call to attend Macy" I hear Rebecca saying I gulp my saliva and nervously take the call. "Hello? Is he alright? " I ask aunty right away not wanting to beat around the bush.

"We found him. He is been shifted to the hospital, at present he is unconscious Macy I don't know what doctors have to say"

And my world comes down crashing....

No. He can't die.

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