Chased for her (18+) ON HOLD

Suprise!!..

Macy's POV:
Well.. as my holidays have started and everything has started coming back to normal.. as in my dad and I are kind of talking around a lot..! And getting in terms with each other which is the only thing that is keeping me sane though..!!

And Matt.. well he is just him I guess.. but seriously I don't regret asking him to be my friend.. as he is absolutely great..! He is such a perfect guy.. as he is so supportive when I am low, he is so caring when I am sick, he acts like a lost puppy when I need my ego to boost!..😛, he is simply perfect.. but sometimes,actually no, I get this question all the time.. Why me? When he could find such a great and even better girls than me.. and the only answer he gives is..

Oh dear Macy.. what can I say.. my heart beats for only one person and that's YOU..

WELL..! Absolutely no words I can ever confer.., no freaking words to say..

So for me.. he is just HIM..😂

"Macy.. do you wanna go out with me or not?" My mom calls out. I quickly dress up in something comfortable and head downstairs. I see my dad grabbing his car keys and heading towards the door.. which is a sign for me to follow to.. well okay then..

Me and my mom head towards the salon to get my new make over done.. well not exactly makeover.. but a new hair cut for me.. well for a reason,first is I am not able to maintain this god-damned long hair.. and secondly I wanna have a new start when I get into my college life.. as I have absolutely no friends other than Matt.. and I just don't wanna look back towards the mistakes I did in life..
Nor I want to be constantly reminded of them..

So here we go I think to myself.. and asked for the most bold hair cuts I ever asked for..

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Matt's POV: (after a long time!! Enjoy)
Macy.... It's her name that's always circulating in my God damn mind.. I can't get over the fact that WE WERE OVER..I can't.. it's like a living nightmare to me.. I am not able to eat, sleep God damnit not even breathe properly.. my panic attacks have increased in such a rate that I literally had to go to the hospital today..

Yes.. I'm in the hospital bed lying like a dead person and still thinking how Macy can leave me.. I know I Know she didn't leave me but just broke up with me.. but it hurts so much that she can be taken by someone else other than me.. other men have the right to court on her.. having those thoughts of other MEN in her life is making my blood boil.. it's making me crazy like hell..
I tried to convince her so much.. but no.. she is hell bent on what she wants.. so for happiness I had to accept it..

I had to.. and it fucking hurts me to see her so Happy with her life sometimes.. how? How is it possible? When we were together she would stick to me like chewing gum all the time.. afraid that I might leave her.. though I'm not complaining about it..
And now she can stay without talking to me for days too..

She is strong and beautiful.. my instinct says..

Laughing around for her.. acting as if everything is normal is the most difficult thing she ever asked me to do..but still I would do anything for her.. I can and I will.. because no matter what happens I would never stop loving her.. never ..

Because she is MY MACY..

I was broken from my thoughts by a notification from my phone.. I see that it's Macy's message and I immediately open it and my breath hitches..

She captioned the picture saying..
#a new beginning..

I don't know what that was meant for.. but I was pretty sure.. Macy was slipping away from my hands....

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                                  To be continued..!😉
Lots and lots of love to all those lovely people for the constant support and encouragement.... Give me more honey!!! Cuz I'm going crazy!!😂
Sorry guys I'm just high!😂
Anyway I will be updating soon.. and please check out the BEST BOOK REVIEWS book I have posted recently.. I have been getting tremendous love and support.. thank you once again..
Love,
Ella!