A Lie Is A Lie (Niall Horan)

20. Switched Places

Rosie P.O.V

I arrived home and saw Nikki pacing around in the lounge room. I didn't say anything but she ran up and gave me a big hug. I'm still in shock, I can't believe that I had sex with Niall last year. I'd be fine if it was just a random night, but it was our first time. It's just surreal.

"How do you feel?" She whispered in my ear.

"Completely fucked up," I said, bluntingly honest. I am fucked up. There are too many emotions to name that it is so fucked. She let go of the hug and we stood in front of each other. "It's so weird. I can't believe that me and him had sex. But not only sex, we lost our virginities together,"

I was walking over to the couch and my hands were ruffling my hair as I was speaking. I sat on the couch but Nikki kept standing. She looked down at me as she continued to confine me and my problem.

"It must be hard. Was it because you were drunk and he never told you?"

"A little bit. But I'm not angry that he kept something big like that from me because I'm doing the same thing, but it's because I've waited for a long time and I wasn't able to cherish it, it's upsetting. It's something that I've wanted since I met him, but I don't deserve,"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, I've been lying to him for 5 months straight, I've been a horrible person to him, so why should I of all people deserve to be his first?"

" Look, think it through. It takes two people to tango. It takes two people to have sex,"

Interesting. I asked to kiss him, he said 'kiss me'. He wanted to as well. He also took advantage of me. I need to talk to him about it. 

"If you don't mind, I'd like to talk to him. But as me," I said to her after I was done thinking it through.

"What?" She asked me, stunned.

"This is something that I want to be honest about with him. Because lying to him for months is so painful and this is something I'd like to be open and honest about with him. I'm putting on the brunette wig and I'm going talk to him,"

"You're right. You should talk to him about this. It happened to you, so you should be the one to talk to him,"

We both then headed off to the bathroom and started puting on my wig. It's one of those professional Hollywood wigs that look so real. It was on sale on eBay. After we put on my wig, we swaped clothes and I went to talk to Niall.

Niall P.O.V

After I asked the lads to leave, I was just walking around and collecting my thoughts. I feel so incredibly guilty about taking her virginity like that. And the fact that she was drunk makes it worse. I kept thinking I'm a horrible person. I mean, she's my girlfriend's sister and my best mate. How could I be such an ass and let this happen? Why did I have to think with my dick and not my brain? I know why, it's because I'm a guy. We always do that. We've been doing it since the stone age. I bet cavemen behaved the same way.

As I was getting a bottle of water, I heard the doorbell ring. I took out an almost full bottle of water and losed the fridge. i walked to the door and opened it to see the girl i betrayed. My face must have looked like a kid's when they find out Santa doesn't exist.

"Hey," She said in a casual but soft voice.

"Hi," I replied to her, my voice sounding shocked.

"Look, we should talk. Can I come in?" 

"Yeah,"

I then opened the door fully and escorted her inside. We then sat on the couch, facing each other. It was silent for moments. I could've sworn I heard a faucet leaking upstairs, it was that quiet.