Chapter 12 - I don't want to be here at all.

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WARNING SEXUAL CONTENT

Dressing up as Carly again I have a lift to school from my dad. When I get there Beau is stood with his friends and Carly's, well mine.

I feel nervous standing next to him. He looks down at me in a disgusted manner.

"I want a word with you later." he whispers in an angry tone.

I raise an eyebrow full of attitude and he scoffs turning back to Luke. Jai walks over to me.

"Hey." He greets quietly not drawing attention to us.

"Hi."

"Ella has demanded I look after you, make sure you're okay. I'm guessing you're wondering why Beau is pissed." I nod waiting for him to explain. "Last night you were texting him right? He finds it disgusting the way Carly treats you."

"He's the only one." I sigh.

"Me and Luke hate it too, and the other boys here. Why do you think they're all ignoring you."

"That would make sense but how would they know?"

"You know that night when Beau stayed with you? After you fell asleep he was texting us all in a group chat saying how pissed off he was at Carly."

"Yet when she returned home with my parents he was perfectly happy to stick his tongue down her throat."

"That's all part of his game." he chuckles. "You have to ruin her life on your part too. Don't let her bully you."

"I was speaking to Daniel yesterday, he said if I don't keep it a secret my sister's going to put my suicide attempt on the internet." it hadn't really clicked in before but now it hit me. Tears started filling up in my eyes, I quickly turn away as Jai stands there trying to act casual.

After pulling myself together I turn around again only to hear the bell ring in my ears.

I don't want to be here at all.

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Lunchtime comes quicker than expected and I'm glad. I'm so hungry. Shame I have to eat salad. Jai's in my next class luckily so Ella and Lily-arna gave him proper food to give me during that lesson.

"I can't come over today babe sorry." Beau says to me lowly.

"Fine. I'll find something else to do. Where are you going?" I hate having to give off so much attitude.

"Just out okay!" he snaps and then turns away blanking me for the rest of lunch.

I walk with Jai to maths, he recently moved into the class. I'm so glad because I'm stupid.

"So where is Beau going after?" I ask interested.

"No where until a certain person says yes." he smirks keeping his eyes locked on his book.

"What?" I sound dull but I'm slightly confused.

"He's going to invite you to hang out." he explains.

"Oh! Really?" a massive grin forms on my face.

"Yes really." he laughs.

Jai helps me through all of the work but it just goes in one ear and out of the other.

I rush home to quickly get changed into me since Beau isn't hanging with "Carly" today. I explain to her that Beau is going out with friends and she believes me. Gullible as ever.

I get changed into high waist denim shorts which are an acceptable length, a black, long sleeved crop top, converses to match and a red, checkered shirt wrapped around my waist. I know he hasn't texted me yet but I want to be ready.

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