We go room by room down the corridor. I apologise for any disturbances I may have cuased an dthen continue along my way to find Niall. A sick feeling starts to attack my stomach and my mind. What if he is injured or in hospital? Or passed out? There are so many reasons as to why he isnt with me right now. Am I just being clingy? No. He is my boyfriend and I haven't seen him in what feels like forever.
I open a door and instantly regret it. I wish Ash and I had just stayed in Niall's dressing room.
"Are you high?" I ask Niall sprawled out across a sofa with two abaolutely stunning One Direction groupies.
"So what if I am?" Niall laughs and the two girls follow hismlead.
"Out!" I shout at the girls.
"Woah girl. Chill." The one says.
"Get the fuck out of this room and out of this fucking building you slags!" They don't challenge me any further which is a relief on my part.
"What's gripping your shit?"
"Oh I don't know, Maybe that my boyfriend is high and hanging with two lasses in a room and I haven't seen him in over two months." I scream and try to make every tear disappear but they force their way down my cheeks.
"You don't get to decide who I spend my time with." Niall fires back.
"No, but I can decide if we spend time together and if this what you do in your spare time then any form of relationship we have can go out of the window." I threaten and walk out of the room. It's an empty threat becuase I would give up everything for him.
Ash is stood outside the room. I walk past him and wipe the tears from my eyes. So much for spending time with my favourite people. I hear the door open and I'm wishing that Niall will come after me and apologise but he doesn't. Ash has a go at him and I'm juts within hearing distance.
"Get your shit sorted out, you arsehole." I can't help but half laugh at Ash and his Australian accent. I probably should'nt find it funny at this moment but this is how I am. I get angry and cry or I get angry and just laugh at the silliest of things. I guess tonight is both.
Ash leads me to the tour bus that he shares with some of the 5SOS lads. I find the closest bed and flop onto it. I feel Ash sit down next to me. He puts his hand on my shoulder. I'm not even crying anymore. I'm just really pissed off at Niall. At me. Why the hell did I drop my entire life and move to America? I sigh and sit up. I lean my head onto Ash's shoulder. Ash messes with my hair. I relax completely on him and sigh again. I can't form any words to say. I just want ot shoot myself for being such a stupid idiot.
I curl up onto a ball on Ash's leg. Somehow I manage fall asleep but I feel better for it when I wake up.
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Unexpected
FanfictionI don't even like One Direction. So how the hell did I start dating one of them? And how did I become best friends with 5 Seconds Of Summer?
