𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊 [HIATUS]

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Y/N

"Your face and shoulder should heal in a few days. Just get some rest, alright?" a pretty, ebony haired nurse informs you.

You force a friendly smile and nod before the nurse leaves you sitting on the bed in the room in a gown.

You look down at your hands and think:

This isn't right. Nothing I've done is right. I've taken so many lives with these hands, watched so many corpses go lifeless as I squeezed their souls, personalities, and years of life away in my merciless grip. But most of those people deserved it. Now... I have to murder the people that should still have many years ahead of them. What do I do?

You put your head in your terrible, disgusting hands.

"I can't let dad die. And mom," you whisper to yourself.

"They won't."

You look up teary eyed to meet the doe eyes of Jungkook.

"They won't die if you let me help you. What does Kim want you to do?"

Wow. That's straightforward.

"You can't help me, you stupid eavesdropper, now he'll just kill you," you mumble, hopelessly dropping your head heavily, back into your hands.

"Just tell me. Remember our deal, Y/N?" Jungkook demands.

Right. The deal.

You glare at your captain for another minute before sighing.

You pat the spot beside you on the bed lightly, signaling him to come and sit beside you. He obeys.

"Can I really trust you?" you ask, which is really stupid because there's something called lying.

"Y/N, I swear on my grandmother's grave, I'm not lying. I'll prove it to you any way you want-"

"Y/N!" Hoseok exclaims as he bursts into the room alone.

He spots you and rushes over to you, completely forgetting about Jungkook's existence.

He grabs your arms and looks you over.

"Are you okay? I heard you were attacked by a spy who somehow made it in! You should be more careful!" he scolds.

"I am careful. I'm fine, anyways. It was just my poor shoulder again, but I'll be alright," you assure him.

Hoseok pouts cutely for a moment in disbelief before turning it into a huge grin.

"Jimin and Tae asked me to go to the mall with them to find suits for the organization's anniversary formal this year. I was wondering if you could come? It's going to be soo boring without you! Those two idiots are the pickiest about their looks!" Hoseok pleads.

You look at him, then at Jungkook, who subtly shakes his head at you.

You look at Hoseok again and smile.

"Sure."

This way, you don't have to tell Jungkook anything yet. Because honestly, you're still not sure if he's completely trustworthy.

You hear Jungkook let out a heavy sigh of frustration.

Hoseok finally notices him.

"Oh! Jungkook, do you want to come?" he asks.

"No thanks," Jungkook mutters before going out the door.

"He's moody. Shall we go now? The guys are waiting up front." Hoseok beams.

You nod and allow the ball of sunshine to drag you out and into a shiny red Toyota, joining his two friends.

Jimin's driving with Hoseok in the passenger seat, while Taehyung sits at the back with you.

"So Y/N, how are you liking your new segment?" Taehyung asks you.

"Great," you answer.

"I heard you were attacked. Are you okay now?"

"Word travels fast here, but I'm okay," you lie. Because you really aren't okay.

Taehyung nods and conversation continues all the way until you see the large figure resembling the mall you always went to with your friends. The people you never had to doubt, the people you could always trust no matter what. Suddenly something hits you as you exit the car, tugging your lips into a genuine smile.

I'll see them at the formal.

Your stupid smile grows bigger and remains on your face until you enter the mall.

"Y/N? Are you okay? Was there botox in the back I wasn't aware of or something?" Jimin stops and stands in front of you, giving you a look of concern.

You snap out of your daze and look up at him.

"Huh? Botox? What?"

You hear Taehyung laughing and look over to find Hoseok giving you an apologetic smile.

"They're crazy," he mouths to you.

You nod slowly and look back at the two kids in front of you.

"Can we just go now? I need to find a dress, too," you say.

"I'll help!" Hoseok exclaims.

Jimin and Taehyung sigh in unison before walking away, leading your daylong journey through the building.

You arrive back at base with a night black, skin tight dress that hugs your body and curves nicely with a sweetheart neckline. It stops right before your knees and has a slit down the left side, revealing some of your thigh. Jimin and Taehyung just got the usual, boring suits that you didn't even bother to look at.

You set your bag on your bed and get ready to go to sleep, eventually snuggling comfortably, despite the irritating throbbing in your shoulder, under the covers and closing your eyes. You're just about to fall into your beautiful dreamland until you hear a loud thump on the wall behind you. You abruptly sit upright and look behind you. Another thump.

You look at the time. 12:00AM. It's so late, what the hell is going on in that room? Go to sleep!

Then you hear it, a moan.

Oh for the love of God. Are they serious? Who even lives in the room next to me? I don't remember...

You groan and hit the wall loudly, shutting them up. Hopefully that'll bring a halt to their exercise.

You go back to your precious sleep, until you hear a very faint moan minutes later, which just progresses louder and louder. Just when you think it can't get any noisier, it does.

You angrily throw your blanket over your head and stuff a fluffy pillow on one ear while the other presses into the pillow you're sleeping on.

It doesn't help.

You start trying a technique you once learned to sleep faster, and it actually starts to work, until you hear something that makes you come out of your little cavern and you eyes widen.

"Jungkook!" the girl squeals.

Oh, I'm so going to kill that arsehole tomorrow. He's the one interrupting my sleep. What did I ever do to him? How did I not know that he lives in the room next door? Maybe it's because I sleep in way longer than I used to as a captain.... but back on track! He's going to be missing his dick by the end of tomorrow, and this will never happen again. But I'll give him one night. One last night. I mean, what is sleep? I don't know her.

You hear another high pitched squeal and sigh.

F*ck you Jungkook.