Road to Happiness

15RTH

Antonique in mm.
Antonique POV
"Mhmm, right there." I moaned as my boyfriend Rico ate me out.

As he was eating me, my phone started ringing.

"Ughhh. Who calling me?" I whined as I reached for my phone.

I smiled when I saw Paris' name on the screen.

"Baby, gimme a sec. Paris calling me." I said pushing his head back.

"You mean that weirdo who used to wear baggy clothes?" He asked screwing up his face.

"She's not weird, so stop saying that." I defended.

He said something back, but I ignored him and answered the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey, can you pick me up?"

"Why, wassup?"

"I just need someone to talk to."

"Ight, send the location."

"Ight."

I hung up and started putting my pants on.

"Bae, where you goinggg?" Rico whined pulling at my pants.

"To pick up Paris. We can finish when I get back." I said grabbing my keys and pecking his lips.

I headed out, hopped in my car and drove off.

I checked my phone for Paris' location. She was at a grocery store that was no where near her house.

Paris and I have been friends since 8th grade. We just clicked for some reason. Though we look nothing alike, we would always call each other 'twin'.

Back in the 9th grade, some shit went down that shouldn't have. People called me a hoe, slut, bad gyal, you name it!

That incident was the only thing they could find to put me down. I run track, I'm pretty and I'm smart. What's not to love?

Through all of that bullshit, Paris kept me sane. She would always comfort me and try her best to defend me.

We even dated at one point. Crazy right?

We were really close until she got really depressed and shut everyone out. It started after a short while of her dating Dallas.

I mean, she was depressed before that, but he made it even worse. I would always blame myself because I'm the one who introduced them.

I always wondered what he did to her.

I pulled up to the grocery store and honked to get Paris' attention.

She popped her head up and made her way over to the car.

Her hair was a mess, her lashes and eyebrows were ruined. It looked as if she was crying, her eyes were red and puffy.

"Hey twin." I greeted her as she got into my car.

"Hey twin." She replied giving me a weak smile.

"Whats wrong? Why it look like you been crying?" I asked her.

She sighed.

"I-i had sex." She said.

"Really? Oh my gosh, that's great! Wait, why you een(ain't) happy?" I asked confused.

"I fucked up Toni." She said placing her hands over her face.

"He didn't pull out or something?" I asked still confused.

"No Toni. H-he used me." She said now balling.

My heart broke. Paris is an amazing person. She didn't deserve that.

I brought her into a hug and let her cry on my shoulder. I didn't say anything because the last thing someone in distress wants to hear is that 'everything will be okay' bullshit.

Trust me, I know. I hated when Paris told me that. But, she was right.

"He sent his friends a video of me naked Toni. NAKED!" She yelled gripping unto my shoulder.

I hugged her tightly and rubbed her back. I felt my eyes starting to water.

It hurts to see her feeling how I once felt.

"Listen Paris, we're gonna get you through this." I assured her.

"How? I feel so dirty and nasty and used and, and....I'm so fucking stupid!" She ranted.

"Paris, its not your fault. God gone deal with his ass." I told her.

"You promise?" She asked.

"I promise." I answered.

She sighed and pulled away from my embrace.

"Wipe those tears and boss the fuck up." I said trying to hype her up.

She giggled and whipped her tears.

"Yeah, you right! I am that bitch." She said smiling.

"Periodddd." We both said as we did the action.

Paris' POV
"Imma drop you home." Toni said pulling off.

"Thanks." I replied.

I turned up her radio and 'How to Love' by Lil Wayne was playing.

I thought about how much this song related to me. I just sat back and listened to what he was saying.

Until a part of the song hit me the most.

See, I just want you to know
That you deserve the best, You're beautiful
You're beautiful (yeah)
And I want you to know
You're far from the usual
Far from the usual

After that, I couldn't take it. I busted into tears. Toni tried to calm me down, but I couldn't, I was heartbroken.

We pulled into my driveway, thankfully momma wasn't home yet.

"You want me to come inside?" Toni asked.

I shook my head. "Nahh, I need some time alone. Tell Rico I said hi." I told her getting out of the car.

"Promise me you won't." She said looking at me with pleading eyes.

I couldn't promise because when I'm alone I can't control it.

"I promise." I lied not looking at her.

Before she could say anything, I quickly made my way inside my house.

I ran to my room and COMPLETELY broke down. I was screaming and crying, throwing things and punching the wall.

Surprisingly, none of my nails broke.

My knuckles were bloody and bruised.

I sat on the floor and grabbed my shoe box from under the bed.

I searched it and found what I was looking for.

"We meet again old friend." I said holding the razor in my hand, examining the dried up blood on it.

Author's Note
-Damn Paris...
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-Much love❤Muah!