Testing waters

Ch.16 social media *sigh*

Ryan was leaning against the wall as I whipped away the rest if my tears and stood next to him. "We have to two hours left of school Sav we can leave" he said. I shook my head, "first of all I'm not getting in trouble and second of all I don't want to seem weak even if I am" I said and stood up straight and tall to prove my point, "fine but I'm not leaving your side since we have the next to classes together" he said crossing his arms. "Aren't you supposed to be to popular for this?" I snorted. He blushed. "I rather be with you" he said and enter laced his fingers with mine as we walked down the hallway.

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And then the final bell rang and I was so ready to get out of here. We ran out if the school to Jasper's car you know the usual. He as usual pretended I wasn't there and just ignored my presence. Finally we got to his house and jasper stormed into the house. "Why does your brother hate me?" I asked. "I don't know he's weird" was all he said before dragging me into his house.

We sat down in the middle of his carpet and took out our project. We finally finished and we sat there thinking about the events of today, "I hate them" he said. "Who?" I questioned and he rolled his eyes. "Dustin and Tristan you know the idiots who beat me up" he said, "actually you beat them up but yeah" I said.

He smiled at me and examined the bruise on my cheek. "He hit you" he said. I nodded "yes that he did" I tried to be as cool calm and collected as possible so Ryan wouldn't be motivated to hurt them. I mean I wanted them to get hurt but Ryan would probably kill them. Just then I got a notification on my phone and looked at it.

Kill yourself!

No one likes you just die already

Just stop I hate you!

Kill yourself just die!!

Apparently someone made a website about me. And these were the messages. Ryan looked at my hurt expression and looked down at my phone. Then he grabbed it from me and shut it off. "Don't read those" he said.

I nodded and then crawled into his arms. Probably the one place I felt safe.

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First period class is always the hardest, always the one you can't focus in but for me it was just hard because Ryan wasn't around for the first two hours of my day, as I was walking to class I noticed Bella and her posy coming my way. I was hoping I could just like disappear so they couldn't talk to me but no no I was wrong.

"Please just go away your probably the one who made the website anyway" I whispered. "What website?" Bella said. "God stop acting like you don't know" I said. She looked at me like she was sincerely confused. "Did you seriously not make it?"I asked. She nodded "I don't even know what your talking about" she said. I sighed "sorry" I mumbled. "Anyway I just wanted to apologize for what happened between us and what i have done i don't want to be a bully" she said. I looked up at her to see if she was serious. She was.

"Thanks" I said quietly. She smiled at me weakly before turning around with her friends and walking down the hallway. And I continued to walk to my class

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And alas it was biology the one class I looked forward to mostly because it was right before lunch and I had it with Ryan. I sat down holding our project to my chest. "We better get a good grade on this" I said. He laughed "don't Jinx us" he said. The teacher walked around the room collecting our projects and I handed her ours silently praying I would pass this was my hardest class me and biology didn't mix at all. She started talking about when we would get our grades back she handed out a sheet for homework explained that and then class was finally over and I was ecstatic mostly because I was absolutely starving.