Testing waters

Ch.35 scar arms

A/N (PLEASE READ) long time no author note huh. Anyway I have decided this and if you are regular readers of my other books then I'm pretty sure you know this. So the only books I'm writing right now are the hollow and this book I have permanently removed the rest for two reasons I didn't like writing them which was the entire point of the books and two not a lot of people liked them so there was basically no point. What I have decided is because those two books are going is that the two books I'm writing now will defiantly have sequel. The hollow will be called The Hollow 2 and testing waters will be called Testing waters 2 so creative right? I already made the covers and I know where they will take place and I know exactly how all the books I'm currently writing will end. Now don't worry we still have a long way to go with this book I'm hoping not to end it to soon but I'm already already close to what I think the end will be so prepare for that because I think it will be soon. What is going to happen is for this book once it ends in a matter of three or four days the first chapter to the second book will be published ok sorry for the long announcement but I wanted to let you guys know! Love you all so much!

"What the heck man?" Cameron said Rolling over to his side groaning in pain. "You know exactly what! You kissed her Cam and then you come to me acting all buddy buddy who do you think you are!" He yelled. His face fell. "I finished what I started and you know what you were never a real friend to me" Ryan spat and he grabbed my arm with his busted hands and led me back to the car we got in and he slammed his hands against the steering wheel cursing loudly. "Ryan" I cooed and he looked over to me with red eyes.

We made our way back to my house and I sat him in my bathroom and cleaned the cuts on his nickels and the ones on his face that Cameron managed to get. It reminded me of when he cleaned off the blood from my cuts but those were the ones I caused. After cleaning his face he watched me carefully as I removed the bandages from my wrists and threw the long white tape into the trash. The cuts were gone but the scars were clear as day it reminded me of my weaker times, times I didn't want to go back to ever.

"I didn't cut after" I whispered I was proud of me self for not doing it even though I was so close to it. "I know baby I'm sorry" he whispered wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me onto his lap. "I'm getting better because of you" I said happily making him smile. "I love that" he said. I Can't believe how hard I fell for him I don't know how I could fall in love with someone so fast but it happened.

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After Ryan left I finished my homework and then fell asleep. When I woke up I got dressed do ,y hair and make up got my things and got in Ryan's car which was the usual routine. Once we got to school I noticed Jenna right at the front of the school smoking. great. "Don't worry" Ryan assured me as if he was reading my thoughts.

We walked across the courtyard and we were almost at the door when Dustin Tristan and Jenna stood in front of us. "Hey look scar arms" Jenna snarled looking at my bare uncovered arms. I forgot my jacket at home of course. "Leave her alone" Ryan snapped. "And you know what Jenna? Those scars are because of you so if I were you I wouldn't be talking" he scoffed and her eyes grew wide as if she had no idea what he was talking about. She opened her mouth to say something but I walked past her into the school not caring about her response.