Testing waters

Ch.43 Bye then

A/N hey guys I'm so sorry for the lack of updated I have come down with the flu and have been in bed for the past few days so even tho I'm still sick I'm gonna try to write an update for you all today! Oh and one more thing so as I have been writing Jenna's name has been auto correcting to Amen I don't know why this just started happening but if you find That anywhere in the story it means Jenna haha.

Happy reading

I ran outside the building watching out for teachers as we made our way to Mel's car. "We half to get Ryan back for you we half to do something about Bella Sav that's really messed up" Mel said going on about her on going rant about Bella and Jenna.

I sniffled stepping into the car blinking back unwanted tears. I feel like all I have done for the last few weeks is cry and cry and cry I just keep getting weaker.

"Where do you suggest we go?" I ask. "How about your house? My mom us home and would kill me" she says. I nod and agreement and soon we are pulling into my empty drive way reminding me how much I miss my dad.

We step inside the clean house placing our bags on the couch. "Text Ryan" she suggests. "What? If I don't stay away from them they will hurt me Mel look at my face" I say pointing at my dark purple eye for more affect.

"Not if I'm there, come on Sav text him get him over here" she says again. "No I already confused him enough bringing him here will be some big ongoing mess it's better if I leave him alone, I'm ruining his rep anyway" I say sighing and rubbing my temples.

She lifts her arms up and smacks them against her sides in defeat. "Maybe we should get your mind off of this then, party tonight?" She asks smiling as if she had just stumbled upon the best idea ever.

I groan at the though of the party's I used to go to. This would just be bad.

"Mel I'll just get too drunk and bad stuff will end up happening absolute no" I say. "Come on maybe that's what you need! It'll be fun" she says smiling.

"No Mel you can go party but I am not going to school tomorrow hung over" I say probably a little to harshly.

"Jeez Sav come on it's just a little fun" she says,

"No Mel jeez I'm not doing that!" I say getting more and more annoyed.

"You know what Savannah I have done nothing but be nice to you! I lifted you up when all those bully's we're bringing you down and you know what maybe I should have kept you there!" She yells. All this over a party? I was almost beaten to death yesterday and we're fighting about this.

"Melanie?" I ask questioning her sudden change in emotion.

As soon as I ask that I finally feel the full wait of her words. Leave me there? Am I such a bad person that my only friend doesn't even want to be my friend anymore?

"You don't half to stick around ok? Yeah I get I'm the school joke that everyone hates no body likes I never asked you to pity me or whatever it was you were doing but I can't handle all of this at once ok? I can't fight with my best friend right now and if you don't want to take that tittle I never asked you to" I say quietly almost to calmly.

"Savannah I'm sorry I didn't..." She trails off and rest her head in her hands sitting down on the couch,

"Whatever it really doesn't matter I'm used to no friends anyway" I say remember the countless times I have gone through bullying with no one by my side no one to help me through it I did it then I can do it now.

"I want to be your friend Sav I'm sorry I didn't mean that I don't know what got into me" she says sighing.

"I said it really doesn't matter ok I was never mad" I say honestly. I was actually expecting her to leave sooner or later it happening now was something I should have been ready for.

She gives me a crooked smile before hugging me tightly. I know she won't want to be friends with me one day.

After hours of checking the school website getting our missed work done watching movies chatting gossiping the fight was left behind locked away by endless jokes and laughter.

"School would be ending now I should go before my mom freaks" she says sighing I nod and give her a quick hug before she walks out the door and drives down the street leaving me once again alone.