Testing waters

Ch.36 Jenna

"Savannah?" Ryan called from behind me. I knew he was trying to stand up for me but for God sakes Ryan! Now she knows how weak I am that I cut because of her. "Savannah what's wrong?" He asked. I turned around and stopped in my tracks when I saw Jenna approaching us with the same shocked expression that she had when Ryan told her "I'll talk to you later ok let's just go" I snapped and grabbed his arm pulling him with me.

Ryan noticed Jenna and nodded following me down the hallway we were actually at school extremely early for some reason so no one was really here yet and for that I was thankful for. I pulled him into the girls bathroom and locked the door. "Now she knows why I cut, she knows it's because of her that just gives her more leverage!" I say to him frantically. "I didn't think about it like that I'm so sorry" he said sighing and rubbing his hand over the back of his neck like he always does when he's upset.

"I know it's fine I just Im scared" I said. He looked so cut when he was upset with his little pout and how his hair fell in his face. I moved closer to him and wrapped my arms around his neck kissing him softly on his jawbone. He lifted up my chin with his slender fingers and pressed his lips to mine sending electricity through my body. And just then here was a nock at the door go figure.

"Get away Jenna!" I snapped. "Jenna? It's Melanie" Mel said through the door. I i diatom unwrapped my arms from Ryan and straighten myself up before going to the door and unlocking it. "Whoa sorry didn't mean to um disturb you" she giggled noticing Ryan who wore a extremely shocked expression. Oh yeah he thought I didn't have any friends.

"Oh Ryan this is my friend Mel" I said gesturing to her. She gave me a quick hug before walking over to Ryan and shaking his hand. "oh hey I'm Savannah's boyfriend" he said making me smile like a idiot I love when he says that. "Nice to meet you" she said smiling. I could feel the awkward tension between them so I went over to Ryan and gave him a peck on the lips before grabbing bag and telling him me and Mel would go to the library. He nodded and I gabbed Mel's arms pulling her out of the bathroom.

We ran to the school library not because we needed anything but because it was the one place where no one would be. We talked about Ryan and how cute he was and it felt right. It felt good to have someone you could rely on and be friendly with I have never really had a friend. "You two are like the most gorgeous people in the school no wonder your together" she praised. That wasn't true at all she was extremely gorgeous amazingly gorgeous and I couldn't help but be jealous of it.

"How about you any guys in mind?" I asked smiling. "Well there's this one guy" she said biting her lip. "Who!" I said giggling. "His name is Cameron we talked a few times and we hung out at a party once and-" "Cameron!" I cut her off. "That's the guy that I told you about the one that kissed me and Ryan beat up" I said shuddering at the thought And thinking about our earlier conversation we had. Her jaw dropped. And just then as if the world had it out for us guess who walked into the library.

None other than Cameron.