Testing waters

Ch.33 forgivness?

School. It's one of those things I usually hate but today I was glad, I could distract my self with school work instead of party's my cuts or... Ryan. I haven't seen him so far and at the moment I am dreading biology. I considered skipping but I was already failing that class and the more I missed the worse so I tried my best to suck it up and I entered the class.

Ryan was there of course he was. I sat down next to him ignoring the extreme pain I was feeling.he tried to talk to me the entire class but I him ignored him "please talk to me" he whispered. I shook my head and continued looking at the teacher.

I ignored him the entire day I sat with Mel at lunch and finally by the time the day was over i walked home. It was painfully freezing as usual and I slightly wished Ryan would show up and drive me home but I knew that it would hurt to much to see him again. I rushed inside my house and only seconds later there was a knock on the door.

I opened the door to see Ryan go figure.

"Please Savannah please give me another chance I know I screwed up I know but I love you more than you can know I love you so much! There's nothing else on this planet I want more than to be with you Savannah I love you and I need you" he said choking on the words taking choppy breaths. I looked at him with sorry eyes. Did he really feel that way?

"Ryan I, I just" I could barely finish my sentence my my lip started to wobble from me trying to hold back the tears. "Please Savannah" he whispered stepping into the house and slipping his arms around my waist. I let a year slip down my cheek before pressing my lips to his.