Testing waters

Ch.40 torture

"It's not true" I whispered. "Keep telling yourself that, I swear to god Savannah I will ruin you" she spat. "If you don't stay away I will hunt you down and I-" Jenna cut her off. "We will ruin you" she said eyeing Bella.

"No I love him your just making this up!" I yell. Bella slapped me across the face as soon as I finished, "do I look like a liar?" She said angrily as I stepped into the house.

I was about to slam the door when she stood in the door way pushing it back into the wall.

I kept backing up. "Stay away from him!" She yelled again.

"You can't tell me what to do" I said. I sounded like a complete coward but her eyes looked murderous.

She pushed me against the wall holding me be my shirt. She punched me in the stomach and I groaned in pain trying to push her off me but she held me in place.

She pulled at my ponytail and scratched me across the face I stu,bled over and rushed away from her until she tackled me to the ground punching me repeatedly. I finally pushed her off me and attempted to stand up when she pushed me down with her foot and stepped down on my fingers.

I shrieked in pain and at the sound my throbbing fingers made. "You promise to stay away" she said.

"No!" I bravely said.

She pressed harder on my fingers with her foot causing me to shriek again. "Do you promise!" She yelled.

"No" I said again I wasn't going to let her take Ryan away from me.

She moved her foot and kicked me across the face with brutal force.

"Do you promise" she repeated.

When I didn't answer she continued to torque me with multiple slaps kicks I finally couldn't handle the I,ease pain and cried out "yes!".

"You better keep your promise you better go up to him and tell him you hate him you don't want him and you never did you were only using him for popularity and you don't need him, you tell him that and exactly that or I will make your life as horrible as you!" She said.

I let multiple years slide down my bruised cheeks and nodded.

"Get up" she said I slowly came to my feet giving up.

"We will watch you through the window to make sure" she said.

Soon Jenna was silent as we walked to his house. They whispered among themselves. "I never agreed to that Bella... I don't care that was way to far" I heard bits and pieces as we walked.

Once we reached his house I stood frozen at the door. I couldn't do it.

I couldn't.

"Now or I will hurt you more" she said.

I shuddered at the though of my bruised and broken body being tortured further and walked up the steps slowly.

Another second your still a couple.

Another second he will still love you.

But in a few seconds he won't.

I knocked on the door and Bella pulled Jenna beside her as the rushed to the window.

Ryan opened the door. "What's wrong?" He asked as soon as he saw my face.

"I.. I hate you I .. don't want you ...I never did I was only... using you for popularity I don't need you" I choked on almost every word which tasted like poison coming from my mouth.

I hiccuped in between each word sobbed at eye end and start of the sentence.

"I don't believe that come on Sav what's wrong?" He asked worriedly.

"I don't want you I never did" I repeated I don't think I have ever cried this much.

"Savannah please" he said.

" I was suing you I don't need you I don't love you!" I cried I sobbed into my hands mentally punching myself for hurting him this way.

I was so selfish I was hurting him so I wouldn't get hurt.

Selfish that's all I was.

"I love you Sav please" he pleaded making me cry more.

Does he?
No.
This shouldn't be this hard.
He never loved me like she said.
No he does I'm just selfish.
No.

I stepped away from him but he called my name repeatedly and soon I was being pulled back. He pressed his lips against mine and I struggled to pull away. He was my safe haven I couldn't.

I had to.

I pushed him away. "I can't!" I said. "Please Ryan don't make me go through anymore!" I said then realizing he didn't know what I was talking about. "Go through what?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows.

Before he made me answer I took off running down the street leaving him alone on the sidewalk were bell and Jenna stood behind the house.