The Bad Boy's Weakness

5- The Essay

"Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart, and the senses." ~ Lao Tzu

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I woke up at 7pm feeling revive from the sleep that I got. I make my way to the kitchen and place leftover pizza in the microwave to reheat. I sit at the counter waiting for it to finish and then suddenly I remember Ethan!

Oh my gosh! He's supposed to be here any minute now. I quickly ran up the stairs and took a shower. I got dress in my red skirt and sleeveless top. I wasn't dressing to impress. I personally believe that a girl should be modest at all times.  We shouldn't have to under dress to be attractive in the sight of a guy. The right one will love you the way you are. I pull my hair in a messy bun and make sure my room was perfectly neat. I wasn't planning on bringing him to my room. I'm sort of a neat freak, so I love when everything is in order. Especially when persons are coming over.

I hear the door bell ring twice so I figure that it must be him. I nervously open the door, to see him standing on the front porch. His hands tucked in his pocket.

He look at what I was wearing a little bit too long. It's as if he is....taking in my features? I immediately felt under dress because of my sleeves top.

Ethan is wearing a black Polo shirt that hugged his muscular upper body, and skinny jeans that exposes how perfectly shape his lower body is. His hair was messy, in a good way.

"U-hm, I see you found your way" I say breaking the silence.

"I'm good with directions" he respond.

I stood there unsure of what to do next. I have never had a male over to my home, apart from Jake and my now deceased dad so all of this is new to me.

"Aren't you gonna let me in?" Ethan asks bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Yes. Sorry" I whisper stepping away from the door. He enter and I close the door behind us. I led him to the dining room and he sit in the sofa.

"Would you like pizza? I was about to eat." I ask and he nod. We ate in silence and I couldn't help but feel completely awkward mainly because I kept thinking that I had food on my face or in my teeth. After we finished eating, I quickly wash the few dishes that we used, then went back where he sat.

"Um, my books are in my room. I'm gonna go get them." I say making my way towards the stairs.

"Or we could just work in your room." He says, standing from where he sat.

"Okay." I say in almost a whisper. This is gonna be pretty awkward for me. I've never had a guy in my room.

"Your room is nice." he compliments scanning every little detail.

"Thanks."

My room is not as big or fancy as Ethan's, but it is still nice nonetheless. It has a queen size bed that's covered with my favorite blanket. The walls are painted in pink which compliments almost everything in my room. My bathroom is to the direct left of my bed and my closet is directly in front of my bed. Also, I did not have a balcony but I have a sofa set in my room alongside my study table. My flat screen rest perfectly in the wall.

"You look nice by the way." Ethan says and I blush.

"You know I've never seen you in such exposing clothes." He says and I immediately covered my body.

"I'm exposed!?"

"I don't mean that you're exposed exposed. It's just that you're always...."

He stop his statement right there as if he was unsure about finishing his statement.