Wait. What.

Chapter 4 Strange Feelings

I slowly make my way up the stairs, as I look out the window in my bedroom I see Javier drag his feet back home. As the sun sets into the horizon, the fall leaves fall all the way down. The wind blows which makes it very chilly and I slam my window down shivering. The weathers gotten colder, time goes by. What was that sickening and dreadful feeling in my stomach, and my heart has felt like it was once fuzzy but now sinking into depths. Do I like Javier? No, I can't, I mean, the symptoms to love or liking, in this case, is acting stupid. I haven't been off track the slightest bit, I've been focused more than ever, my best year yet. my phone rung on my bed, so I walk over.

|Javier: Hey can we talk it's important|

I decide not to answer but the ring goes off again. I forget he can se when I read my messages.

|Me: Yes?|

|Javier: I know I'm not the type of guy you picture being with but maybe we can try it?|

|Me: Sorry but I'm busy right now, good bye|

He was typing back but I turned off my phone so I don't have any way of reading it. Being with someone like him? He's crazy, my heart feels like it's sinking. My mind couldn't make sense about this. I felt clueless. my house phone rings and I pick it up. "Are you coming to the party tomorrow? Yes right!" It was Brianna, I could tell she was at her boyfriend Riker's house. "Um no..." "WHAT! You have to come! Please! Don't leave me stranded!" She wines over the phone. Brianna kept going on and on until I finally say "Okay! Fine I'll come. What time?" She squeals adding "Come at 6:00 so you can help set up". "Um. Okay I'll be there at 6." "See you tomorrow!"She squeals making my ears ring, hanging up. I decide to go to bed, before I know it the morning light shines in my face.

I do some errands and notice on my phone it was 5:38 and I get home by 5:47. "I've been waiting here forever come on!" Brianna complains walking off my door steps. I look at her confused but she drags me inside, pushing me to wear all these cloths. As I look into the mirror I couldn't believe what I saw. I was wearing a tight red dress with sparkles on the end, red heels, light make up, hair not frizzy like usual. We make it to the party and I spot all these people around a huge house. Brianna made me wear contacts and I did, she said boys supposing will 'be all over me'. I didn't care if boys were all over me but oh well let's have fun at this party.