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Chapter 51 Bonfire Part 1

"Baby girl you sure you wanna go?" He looks at me with concerned eyes.
"Of course babe, lets go." I pull him.
"Okay!" He shrugs it off following behind.
"The party had arrived!" I exclaim as I raise my arms in the air. Everyone was at the beach close to the water sitting by the bonfire. The guys chuckle as the girls do there "Ughs".
Javi sits down and I sit on top of him getting all comfortable. I see people skinny dipping in the ocean and people running around. Then soon after I spot beer bottles.
"Ooh!" I grab a bottle and start drinking.
"Do you not know how you get when you drink?" Javi groans.
"No idea! But you get to watch over me and have me the whole night!" I wink and giggle.
"Um..." He thinks about it.
I lean up close whispering, slithering my hand down to the outside of his shorts,"And I know you're into it." He froze as I jump up and run around the beach. He chats with my cousin and a couple of his friends. As I'm jumping around spinning I bump into someone.
"Ahaha, sorry!" I look up to see who I bumped into. "Oh..." I narrow my eyes taking another sip.
"You've changed you know..." Octavio mumbles.
"So what! I'm not the good girl from 7th grade okay! I've changed I know, I'm not the girl you can pick on, or a push over. I'm not the girl who used to chase after you anymore alright! So fuck off about how I changed." I roll my eyes pushing him away trying to walk off.
A hand grips onto my arm,"You used to be sweet, someone good, innocent. What happened to you?"
I snatch my arm out of his grip. "What happened to me?" I laughed like a mad man. "I broke! Okay, I'm no longer that happy perfect little girl. Maybe I'm still as small but I'm not the same. There's no such this as good, everyone has darkness in them. People bullied and said shit cause I was a push over. Like you, you made me seem like the slut when you came onto me!" My eyes started getting teary as I held in the pain. He was in silence. "Exactly. So I stopped taking bullshit. Cause wanting to kill myself at 13 was your fault! You and everyone else around me! I'm lucky to still be alive! I don't even know how I made it this far! Then I went to different high school. I turned into a bitch but you know what... It was honestly yours and everyone else you've told fault for making me so called 'change'." God dammit I'm trying not to cry from all these horrible memories.
"Daniella I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." Octavio takes a step towards me opening his arms for me.
"Get away from me. You think after everything I'm going to go running back into your arms. No way. I've learned my lesson." I flinch, then walking off. I walked close to the beach as the sound of waves crashing soothed me. You're wondering what happened and all. I might as well tell you. Just gonna say no matter how long ago it was, pain is pain, it'll always hurt and you'll always remember it. Here you go.
****6 years ago****
"I'm Daniella and she's Danielle." I giggle introducing myself to my cousins friends.
"You can call her Dani and me Danielle!" Danielle exclaims.
A certain boy stood out but I decided to shake it off. Well I was going to until he started walking up to me.
"I'm Octavio." He shakes my hand.
"Daniella as you heard." I smile.
I choose not to talk to him as much and just play soccer. They thought I couldn't play but I'm good at soccer. Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I'm not athletic. Gosh typical. My knee started hurting so bad, so I had to sit down and stop putting so much pressure on it. As I'm rubbing my knee trying to relax it, someone comes by me.
"Nico did you get me my- oh!" I see Octavio sitting by me.
"Your soda? Yeah. Here." Octavio hands it to me.
"Tanx!" I open it and take a sip.
"No problem... so." His voice softens. Apparently he's the so called 'bad boy' of the group but he seems really sweet.
"So..." I close my soda and set it down.
"You're really good at soccer. Didn't know you could play by the way Nico talks about you." He nods his head rubbing his hands.
"I'm full of surprises!" I smile and throw my arms in the air, as I made him chuckle.
"I like surprises." He looks into my eyes smiling.
"Uh- er- y-yeah who doesn't." Shit I stuttered. Oh gowd am I blushing!
"Let's go we're heading to Nico's house again." He rises.
"Kay!" I enthusiastically shout and rise. Or tried to get up. But I put pressure on my knee from playing so long I collapsed. "I can't really walk." I laugh nervously.
"Come on!" He lifted me up carrying me. After a longish car ride we made it to the house. My knee felt better so I could walk and jump around. Then I felt myself being pulled onto someone lap.
"GAH!" I squirm.
"Calm down." Octavio whispers.
"Uh-er- can I get up! I have a guy I already like. Please let me go!" I squirm.
"Why I like you here, I can get to know you better." He starts to hug me.
I threw myself off, I'm not that type of girl.
"God dramatic." He rolls his eyes getting up pushing me aside.
Later on it was time to say bye and in Peru we kiss the cheek. Octavio slipped a kiss as I was in pure shock. I never saw him after and went back home. When I got home I received a whole bunch of messages that hurt. Saying I did all this shit to Octavio. I remember I wanted to end my life from that point.
****present day****
I didn't even know I felt myself crying as two arms went around me.
"You okay?" Javi coos.
"Huh yeah!" I brush it of and start jumping around. As I jump around I saw two people making out behind the bushes on the wall. I laughed at it until I recognized them. Nicole and Octavio... Oh shit was I done.