The Nerd's Secret

Chapter 19- BLIND!

Brandon's POV

"Babe where the hell were you?" Brittany shouts as I enter the front door. "We were suppose to hang out and tou weren't even her."

"I'm sorry babe I was-" She cuts me off.

"Why the fuck do you smell like another bitch?" She asked ckming closer but then pushed me.

"What do you mean, I don't know what you talking bout." I defend.

She lands a punch in my chest but I don't flinch. "All your lying ass does is cheat, I know you were with another bitch I can smeel it on you, WHO IS SHE!"

I grab her butt with one hand and slide the other into her pants.

She closed her eyes in pleasure.

I carried her upstairs to my bedroom and put on a condom and she took off her clothes.

In the sheets we go!

All was well till my dumb ass called her Rena."Yes Rena."

She stoped.

"So that's the bitch you were with earlier huh? So that's how it is." She shouted.

"Brittany."

"Don't Brittany me, you cheating ass motherfucker." She put on her clothes on and grabbed her stuff. "I don't got nothing to do with you!"

"Brittany."

Before I could stop her she ran out the house and drove off. I put my clothes on and head downstairs.

I knew I fucked up bad and I wouldn't be able to fix it anytime soon.

When I got to the kitchen Liam sat on the island eating and apples and he laughed.

He freaking laughed!

"Rena." He teased laughing. He was now rolling on the the island.

I rolled my eyes.

Was he seriously laughing.

When he finally stopped he spoke out. "Bro just admit  it you like her, and when you went to pick up your keys earlier you didn't just pick it up. Something happened and I know caise you took way too long to come back."

I just stayed silent. I gotta admit, it absolutely sucks hen your siblings are right.

He continued. "There's something between the two of you that you would find impossible but you just haven't discovered it yet."

"Oh and maybe you should show up at gym you're her trainer, show her that you support her her and want her to win on like uncle Alex who betrayed her." He said. "She is nothing like Brittany, she's better than Brittany."

"Whatever." I mumble picking up my jacket on my way out.

I just don't know why people want us together, I'm tired of hearing Rena this, Rena that, Rena is good for you, she the girl you can count on to be there."

I know most of it wasn't true. They just say it cause she's famous and want to keep her reputation.

Everything came with the fame as well as the pep talk.

But mostly everything Liam ever says is true but I just can't see myself with a little goody two shoes.

I decided to head to the gym knowing she would be there.

When I entered she was worming up with Maddy and didn't notice
me.

I hid in a corner where I wouldn't be seen but close enough to listen to their conversation.

"Are you ever gonna face him? He wants to talk to you Rena you should give him a chance." Maddy said.

"I know he wants to talk but I don't want to Madds. He left us for eleven years, he can't just waltz into my life and expect me to accept him." She replied.

"I know but he's your dad and you're my best friend, I want what's best for you Rena just hear him out." Maddy said.

"Madds why does everybody want me to talk to him soo.bad, like my mom still can't move on and he had two kids after cheating on her, and she still didn't want him to leave." He voice cracked up a little.

"Basically he only got got the other woman pregnant once and it happened to be twins." Maddy said.

"I don't even wanna meet them..." Maddy cut her off.

"These children wanna know their older siblings, they did nothing and you're punishing them when they were not the ones who impregnated their mom." Maddy argued.

"You have a point but..."

"No buts you have to meet them, schedule Saturday and make it a fun day with them." Maddy demanded.

"Okay but you're coming with cause I can handle kids but nit two and for an entire day." Rena said pulling out her phone.

They had completely forgot the work out.

"Anyways what about Brandon." Maddy asked.

"What about him?" Rena asked still looking atcher phone.

I pop up at the sound of my name.

"Is he feeling better? I feel soo sorry for him." Maddy said softly.

"I don't. Sometimes I feel like people just use me. My first week at school he said he made out with me just to get a blonde bimbo to kiss him and after all I did that night he didn't even say thank you." She said putting the phone away. "All I wanted was a thank you, its not like I was asking for the world. I cried myceyes out last night, I was soo worried about him and he was like I don't need you. If you didn't need me in the first place why pretend you do. I went way out of comfort zone by shooting somebody to save his life Maddy and I can't even see my bllod without wanting to faint." She completed, her voice shaky.

I feel a sudden pung of guilt in my chest. How could I be soo blind, she actually cared.

And like everytime I fuck shit up. Everything I touch is fucked up and here someone actually cared and I fucked up.

Suddenly tears fill her eyes. "Maddy everybody I care about doesn't give a ahit about me, and after my dad left I built a wall nobody could break and he just came in like a wrecking ball and crushed my world." Now her eyes treamed with tears.

How could I be soo stupid and let Brittany blind me. What hurts the most is that everyone was right. I'm bind, I don't see what's important and I hate every part of me for being soo stupid.

I passed my hand through my hair for the millionth time making it messier.

I waited till they went to the back before I left.

How could I be soo stupid, I hate every part of me for not seing that everything I did was breaking her to pieces.

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KS

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