I still write letters everyday. I write how my day went, how much I miss him, or sometimes, I write our story, how we started, how we got through the toughest times. It makes me feel like I'm still talking to him everyday.
August 12, 2018
Hi. How are you? I miss you more than the usual today. It's a Sunday and I'm just here lying in my bed. Kung andito ka lang, pagsasabihan mo nanaman ako. I remember how you used to nag at me because I spent two hours in my phone on my bed after I woke up on a Sunday. You would always tell me that as soon as I wake up, I have to get up and get ready for Church because God comes first especially on Sundays. I'm sorry I just don't feel like going today. I just feel so empty. Please come back na Dons. I need you back. I'd rather hear your nags on a Sunday morning than feel like this.
Love,
Kisses
Nilagay ko yung letter sa box kung saan ko tinatago lahat ng letters ko para kay Donny. Mahigit 100 na din ang mga to. I don't miss a single day not writing a letter to him.
*knock knock*
I'm not expecting any guests today and wala din naman akong pinadeliver. Hayyy sino kaya to? Gusto ko lang magpahinga ngayong araw.
"Goodmorning!!!!"
"Ang aga aga nyong mambulabog" padabog akong bumalik sa sala at hinayaang pumasok yung apat na kumag
"Hoy Kisses. 10 am na. Anong maaga dyan?" Marcus
"Just by the looks of it, mukhang di pa sya umaalis" Kiko
"O tara na samahan ka namin mag Church" Moe
"Ayaw kong umalis ngayon" saad ko
"Hindi pwede. Magagalit si Donny nyan, kung hindi ka magchuchurch ngayon" Jerome
"E asan ba ang Donny nyo?"
Napahiga ako sa sofa at tinakpan ng unan yung mukha ko. Narinig kong sabay sabay silang humingang malalim.
"Tara na sis!!! Tayo na. Magready ka na" Inalis ni Marcus ang unan sa mukha ko at pilit akong tinatayo.
Wala na din akong magawa kundi sumunod dito. Baka isumbong pa ako nito kela mommy eh. Padabog pa rin akong naglakad papuntang CR.
"Bring extra clothes. After natin mag Church, lunch tayo tapos mall tapos jogging tayo kapag palubog na araw" Moe
"Daming plano. Tinanong ba nila ako kung gusto ko yung mga yun" I whispered to myself
"Anong sabi mo?" Marcus
"Wala po mga tatay. Sabi ko nga magbibihis na ako"
After nga namin mag Church, pumunta kami sa Taft para maglunch kasama sina Sue, Maymay and Edward.
"Nagkita kita pa lang tayo kagabi, nagyaya nanaman kayo ngayon. Hindi ba kayo busy" Sue
"Nabored kami eh at saka gusto kita makita" Marcus
Parang ewan naman na kinilig yung ibang kumag.
