Blossoms on fire

Chapter 42

EDITED

I am sitting on the chair. In front of me is my dinner and next to me is Noor. I did not say yes to his offer. I want to be him but in another way. But when I imagine him doing it with that mistress instead of me I cheer up myself.

Lea, you can do it. I want to be with him so much.

'Noor.' I call him in my world. I am thinking too much.

'Lea? 'he asks.

Noor...

'Lea!' he says again.

I awoke from that dream and look at him.

'Noor...' I say.

'You called me, what did you need. Lea.' he says.

'I was thinking aloud.' I confess.

'About me... What exactly about me?' he asks.

'Hmm.' I am thinking.

'About tonight.' I say.

Before he can tell me what he wanted.

'Yes, I want you to be with me for tonight. Yes, Noor.' I answer.

He smiles.

'I am looking forward too.' he says.

'What did you want to say earlier?' I ask.

He leans his body to me. His mouth comes to my ear and he whispers: 'You will find out when you will be in my bed.'

I start to blush a bit.

I can imagine what he meant by this. But why did he tell me this? Maybe it is a phrase for every girl, every mistress...

Ingi!

Lea, you changed a bit. - says a voice inside me.

Yes, I see it. - I answer in my mind.

Why did I not want Ingi to be with him? - I ask myself.

'Noor, what were you discussing with Ingi?' I ask him.

'You are more curious than before.' he answers.

'You changed a lot.' he says. He leans and his lips touch mine. He leans with his arms. He is holding my shoulders by them. He pulls me on his lap, my face is opposite to his and then he deepens the kiss.

With him, I feel so safe and loved. I like him - he pushed aside loneliness. Maybe he kisses more others than me. But it feels good even I think about it in that way.

Noor ends the kiss and he looks at me.

'Leonora... I want you now.' he says.

He gets up from the chair and we are going. To his chambers.

I am in his arms. He is holding me tightly.

Every step he made makes me more nervous.

'Noor...' I call him.

'Yes, love.' he answers.

'You really after one kiss do not want to wait until I end eating and you want me now?' I ask.

'Yes.' he answers and he is still going but faster and faster.

'Why?' I ask.

'You do not want to...' he stops and starts to say something.

'I want to be with you, but why me, why not Ingi.' I ask.

He kisses me. He uses his tongue to explore my mouth. He places my legs around his waist. He is still kissing me with passion.

He pulls away and he starts walking again.

'Noor...' I say.

He kisses me more and more.

'You talked much, Lea. No more hearing name Ingi from you.' he says.

He kisses my head and he keeps walking.

He said it like Ingi did not mean anything to him. I want to cry tears of happiness.

'Lea, I told you already. Already from the start, I wanted to give you all of me but you did not want to give me all of you. 'he says.

I did not say anything.

'The first time I met you, you were so modest and kind, and at that moment I knew this is how should be my ideal wife. I did not make a mistake, making you only mine. I did not regret it.' he says.

He is smiling and I blush a bit. His words were so kind. He thinks that I am modest and kind.

'Maybe you think that you are not beautiful enough. Maybe for others. But for me you are pretty. I would rather have a wife who is modest and kind but is not beautiful for the eyes of everyone than have a wife for who everyone kills me but she was mean, bad to everyone. You are a perfect wife for me Leonora.' he says.

He is looking straight into my eyes and I am looking straight into his.

'Am I dreaming?' I ask him.

'Why would you need it if this is happening?' he asks.

I blush so much.

'Maybe last equation is not true for you but this one I can think of now it is.' he says with kissing my cheek.

'Which?' I ask still smiling, more and more.

'The distance makes you love more the person you are distant from.' he says.

I look down.

'I know you enjoyed every kiss I gave you.' he says.

He stops, I look up and I see that we are in front of his room. He touches the knob and he opens the door. He wanted to enter his room but I stop him with a question.

'How did you know?' I ask very shy.

'I can feel it, Lea.' he says.

He still has me in his arms. He enters the room with me. he closes the door and then he makes way to the bed. He places me on it then he takes off his clothes except for his pants.

He lays on the bed, on the top of me. He slowly undresses me.

I want to tell him that I do not want it spent night how he wants but I do not have courage. I am not moving and I let him do everything he wants.

I am naked. He in his pants.

'Noor...' I call his name.

'Do not talk.' he says. He starts kissing me while he is holding me under my breasts. He lays his body on mine. After he stops kissing my mouth he trails kisses on my neck and then he gets to lower parts. He kisses them.

After he makes it to his goal he looks at me. I have closed eyes.

'Lea...' he calls out my name.

I open my eyes.

'Are you ready for more?' he asks.

I am thinking for the while but then I nod. I do not know why I did that. He gets up from the bed and he takes off down his pants. Then he returns to me and by that moment start this night full of passion and love.

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See you early. TheLucy13