Blossoms on fire

Chapter 38

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In the morning Noor and others packed our things. We said goodbye to the family which took care of us. We start heading home.

We rode the horses. I was on the one with Noor. We were quite slow but because Noor said that it is better that way.

We made a break after two hours. I was sitting near some tree. Not alone around me were sitting and standing Noor's soldiers keeping an eye on me. It was the king's demand. Noor said that the one because of him I will get lost again Noor will kill him. Noor is in his angry mode, he is very protective of me. But he needed something to do so he left me with ten his men.

'How many people you killed, Matt?' asked one soldier next to me.

'I do not know, maybe thirty. Thirty people.' Matt answered.

'Really? 'Cane asked.

'Yes. It's true.' Matt said.

'That is not much. I heard that our king took more people down than you did.' said Lim.

'Yes, yes he took down the leaders of it. His Highness was very upset about them. He did not have mercy upon them.' Dem says

The leaders... he meant even king Sane or Uro?

I must ask Noor!

They did not do rebellion on Noor, they wanted me dead, they wanted Micao. It is my fault, not theirs.

Just Noor came to us. I wanted to ask him but before I can say anything he said: 'We are leaving now.'

'Noor.' I called him.

'Lea, on my horse.' he demanded.

I did not want to make him even more upset so I did not talk back and jumped on his horse, I think...

It passed some minutes from his demand. I am thinking about the men he killed because of me... no, it was his interest. Why would he do that because of me? They went against him by getting me. And King Sane... I regret that I kept him unhappy without Charlotte, I let her go. I let her go out of our palace because she was not happy to be here. My dad just picked her he did not ask her if she wanted or not. It was demand and nothing else.

I am sad. I should stop thinking about it. But I cannot. Because I know why they did not want Noor for a king. It is my fault and because of this fault, Noor and others of this group killed them.

I am so bad. I hate myself.

'Lea.' calls me Noor.

I did not notice that he speaks to me. I was in my thoughts, in my sadness so deep thinking about how bad is to be myself. But then I remember my mother.

'Lea!' he calls me.

I enter a normal world. And I left the world of my thoughts.

'I am sorry, Noor.' I answer.

'I did not ask you anything. I called you by your name but you did not answer.' he says.

'I am sorry, Noor.' I repeat.

'From the break you are quiet and I feel that you are hurt in some way.' he says.

How did he...

'Do I feel it right?' he asks.

'Yes...' I say quietly.

'What is it?' he asks.

'Thoughts.' I say.

'About what?' he asks again.

'The revolutionaries. Past.' I answer.

'We will talk about it Later, Lea. And then we will talk about all what happened.' he says.

'Okay.' I say.

'And later means next break.' he answers.

The ride was quiet.

We stopped and Noor sat next to me.

'So...' he starts. But I cut him off and ask him: 'How many people you killed?'

'Lea...' he calls me by my name.

He is confused.

'Why did you worry about that? I killed enough no one is following us. Everything is okay now.' he says.

'No, I did not mean it this way.' I say.

'So how?' he asks.

'Just answer please.' I say.

'I took down all leaders of them.' he says.

'General June, Uro, King Sane?' I ask.

'Yes, all of them are dead.' he says.

I start to cry.

'Do not tell me you loved someone of them...' he says.

'No, but they... It is my fault. They were killed because of me.' I say.

'Lea. They...' he starts.

'I married you and they wanted to choose a ruler by themselves. But I married you.' I say.

'Lea, do you regret it?' he asks furiously.

'I regret that by my action died so many people.' I answer.

'But before you met me I let go, one maid. Her name was Charlotte.' I say.

'What is wrong about it? 'he asks.

'King Sane loved her and he wanted her to be his. My father promised him to send her to his kingdom. But before he did I let her go.' I say.

'Did you asked that maid if she wanted to?' he asks me.

I did not answer.

'Maybe she is now happier than she would be when you did not do it.' he says.

'Maybe someone does not like your actions. But that does not mean that you are bad or you did something wrong.' he says.

I look at him. I found out that I am not strongwilled with my opinion. I am very easily affected by others. That is my biggest weakness I think.

'Lea, you. It is not your fault. Yes, I killed the leaders of revolutionaries because I was very angry what they did to my wife. They did not deserve my mercy.' he says.

'They called me only a princess.' I say.

'Lea, so why did you so hurt?' he asks.

I look down he found a way to get through my lie.

'They hurt you.' he says.

'You are not the princess at all, you are my wife, the queen of Micao and the queen of Jilan'he says.

Jilan, that is king Sane kingdom... But why am I the queen of it?

'Noor, I did not understand...' I say.

'I killed the king Sane. He did not have a son. I won the crown of Jilan. And because you are my wife. I am king and you are queen. With you I earned two kingdoms, Lea.' he says and he kisses my cheek and then he moves to my lips. He stays here for a while.

'We should go, Your Highness.' says one of his soldiers.

'That 's right.' Noor says.

He catches my hand and he makes a way to the horse.

Then we continue on our way.

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