Blossoms on fire

Chapter 28

EDITED

I agreed with his offer to have mistresses but until now I do not see him with any woman. Maybe he wanted to see my reaction on offer like this. Maybe he was just testing my soul or something like that. I am not sure. I am afraid that his attack will come and I am not prepared.

After I permit him to have mistresses he wanted me to stay with him in bed. Only sleeping next to him. I know this sentence from him quite well but what I could do?

I just stayed lying next to him and stayed quiet too.

He had his arms around my waist. He was holding me through the whole night. I did not want to fall asleep so he cannot make love to me in time I would sleep. But after thirty minutes he said that if I do not fall asleep he will help me. I got so afraid of him what he would do after I do not obey. So I closed my eyes and tried. I do not know when I fell asleep but in the morning I felt a little bit painful in place of thighs

I did not see Noor since then. Since the morning I woke up in his bed alone. With note I have work.

I went to my room and enter. Here I dressed up in a purple dress. And then I was looking for Elle or Evee.

But I did not find them. So I went into the library. I can read. I read so many books in my childhood. Books about fairies and tales about people who did not give up and go to their goal without going another way back to the start.

I admire these people and I want to be one of them. I am still working at it. I am weak and do not believe in yourself. I am thinking that belief in something is useful if you want to be the person who did not give up. And if you do not believe in anything you can start with the belief in yourself.

Other days I met suddenly three his mistresses. Their names are Amber, Eone and Ingi.

They were not so kind, they were mean. They acted like the queens. They insulted me but I did not mind. You can have freely mind about me but my view you cannot change. Sometimes I saw myself worse than others.

My dad told me so much time, that I am not the same as my sisters and my three brothers. Only my mom was kind to me. She learned me how beautiful but even how bad can the world be. Because of her, I have the eyes I have now. I see the world from other angles than others.

I want to understand people but with Noor it is hard. The more time I am with him the more I do not understand him and even more myself.

Today In the morning I did so many things. I read books, I sewed and I was in the garden walk. It is something like a routine. Because this is my everyday programme.

So I went to Noor to his room and knocked. I went to ask him about going outside the palace.

Knock knock.

'Who is it? I said that I did not want to be disturbed.' he says angrily.

'Your wife.' I said out loud.

'Come in. If you want to see what we are doing with Ingi now.' he said upset.

I came in and saw how they were making it in his bed. Both of them naked.

'Why do you come, wife?' he asked with a strange voice.

'May I go outside ...' I start.

'Yes, go wherever you want.' he told me.

'Thank you. I just wanna inform you about my whereabouts so you would not be shocked about where I am.' I explained to him.

'Next time told this information to your guards.' he said.

'I will. Have a good time.' I said and left the room without his response.

Noor, did I do something wrong, something which could upset you. Or this is your true soul.

'Yes, go wherever you want.' he told me.

He was not interested in me. If he does not I will not mind. It is his option. He decides now who we can be.

So I went outside the palace. I thought that the last two words were the most important but he did not want to hear them. His bad. He did not care where I want to go.

I went through the town. I was wearing casual clothes. I borrowed them from Elle. 

I stopped at a meadow. There were so many beautiful flowers. I wreathed. And I had so good time. I did not think about the time. Noor even did not care about my whereabouts. So he did not mind if I did not come back home.

I sat at the grass and observed the night sky. The beautiful night with so many stars. This view I remember from the times I was small and my mom had been with me at this meadow. It passed five years from that time. I missed my mom so much. I want her to be back, here with me.

'That was a good night, was not it?' someone asked in the distance.

I got scared and kept myself quiet.

'Yes, it is true.' another man answers on the question the previous man asked.

'In that pub, there are so many pretty chicks. I want any of them in my house.' he said.

'Me too. That would be fun.' he said and both of them started to laugh.

Please go away and do not look at the direction I am lying in the grass.

'I heard how coins in your pocket sang. Keep them quiet. You do not want to be robbed by someone, do you?' the second of them said.

'That is true.' He said.

They went through the meadow and after they are at a path they were going and not turning around.

I inhaled and exhaled. Finally, I can move, talk and breathe properly. I was so afraid they would notice me. I would be in trouble which I do not want to be.

I got up because I wanted to return to the palace. I did five steps.

'Where are you going, little girl?' someone behind me asked.

I started to run but I was not fast and some strong arms caught me. He gave his hand under my nose. And after a few seconds, I fell asleep.

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